Half A Heart || Chanyeol x Reader ||

사랑해 (ILY)

Your POV :

I ran out & just sat in the garden ,barefoots on the grass and shut my eyes and found myself in darkness, darkness of life where I don't know whom doing what ,why? Do I deserve this? Or do I don't even deserve this?

Suddenly I felt someone tap my shoulder, it was Suho. He just came and sat beside me.

"thought I was Chanyeol? " Suho said

"hun? Umm no? Yeah. Yes maybe " i said

"see, I know maybe this isn't the right time to tell you this, maybe your life will be a bit confusing then " Suho said

"it's already so confusing " i said bluntly

"just listen to me first, don't interrupt " he said in his leader tone.

And I just nodded as he continued

"have u ever thought why Chanyeol have ever only approached you? " he said

"because he wanted to bully me, that's all" I said

"just keep quiet for awhile and think as I say, ur the first the girl that Chanyeol has ever approached since last three years." he said

What is he up-to say?

"u know Kuan Lin?" Suho said

"umm, that Lai KuanLin? From C section, the weirdo? " I said

"paboya ~ he's not weird. He's told to act like that by Chanyeol " Suho said

Why? What the fuvk going on...

"Kuan likes you since ur first day of school, and Chanyeol know it. The day he was going to confess you Chanyeol threatened him to be away from you. That's also the reason no one else have ever proposed you. Because of Chanyeol's terror " he said a bit chuckling

"Suho Oppa just tell me what u want to say, don't bring the things in a ring " I said

"(y/n) u remind him of her " he said in very serious low tone.

"of whom...? " I said

"His first love " he said

"first love? " I said

I'm so confused (KUNfused) here ! What's happening? Why I remind him of his first love!

"u know Wendy Son?" he said

"how would I do any Wendy Son of Seoul, I was never been here " I said bluntly

"aish.. Wendy Son, who used to be your senior in your school in Busan" he said

"w.. Whh... What.. WEN.. WENDY? " I said

Wendy Son, the name is familiar. I know her. She's the reason why he succeeded .

"I.. I.. Don't know her, I Mean I was not very interactive earlier so.. What about her? " I lied to him. Cause I don't want the pages to be turn now.

"She was his, Chanyeol's first love. I didn't know if I'm supposed to tell you but here it goes. Wendy was an America who first shifted to Seoul and then she shifted to Busan. She and Chanyeol had so many arguments over a junior girl in Busan who was now a pen friend of Chanyeol too. But no one else than Kyungsoo knows further after this I just know that Wendy died and it was Chanyeol who first found her dead when he reached Busan to meet her . After that day Chanyeol has never been to Busan and I can't even express how broken he's inside " He said

I realized a tear dropped from my eyes.

"Aish ...why u crying? " Suho said

"no, it's just I got a bit emotional, but why you telling me all these things? " I said