cheers to sweet days of wanting to die
cheers to thinking that people will stay
cheers to lying to yourself
cheers to google for having suicide tutorials
cheers to my family for beliveing in my lies
cheers to everyone who i ever talked to
cheers to the lives i ruined
cheers to fake laughing
cheers to real crying
cheers to always feeling like dying
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