ShiKas And Their Concealed Diaries

Envy

Shilpa:

19 May 2018

      Today as usual, I reached the sets of Jio Dhan Dhana Dhan Live a bit late. A punctual woman like me was becoming  unpunctual and losing interest in work and life all because of that douche.         
       
        Preeti Simoes had become a good friend of mine. A young producer she was but never dealt with arrogance and pride. During breaks, we would walk on lonely streets. She somewhere knew all the problems in my life and often provided a shoulder to cry upon.
       
        Another good friend of mine was Ruslaan who was known for his craziness. He owed the credit of the slightest smile on my face. He would be an eating companion to me during lunch breaks and often ended up finishing my home-cooked food that was prepared and sent by Aai.
      
       Today as I unlocked my phone before my shot, and logged in Instagram, I got the shock of my life as I saw some pics of Vikas with a girl whose name was later found out to be Sara. Never in these days have he been spotted with her in media. Maybe he was secretly dating her and wanted their relationship to be public. One pic had them holding hands, second had him resting his head on her shoulder while the third one was him kissing her cheek. Why should these things bother me now? Whatever he does is his personal life and none of my business? Anyways that girl could be another victim of his master plans, I thought to myself and threw my phone into my bag.
      
        Soon after that Sunil and I had a scene together. I had not learned my lines properly. As I came forward to say my part, I fumbled and forgot. I asked the director to excuse me for two minutes, ran into the washroom. I wasn't able to control my emotions and finally cried out, to lessen the burden that I was carrying along. I redid my make-up and went straight away to complete the scene which was done satisfactorily.