iv. green eyes

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i see him and my heart races.
i see her and my heart breaks.
both of them with enchanting,
charming and soft piercing eyes
(his are green, hers are blue),
with similar fair skin
and similar hair color
(his is more bown-ish,
she's naturally blonde).

both are the most
beautiful people
i've ever met.

and then there's me.
and there's nothing interesting
about me; just an emotionally unstable,
negative and changing teenager.
even my eye color shifts
from brown to a softer green-ish color
depending on the day.
and the sun.
and many other things
that make them another
of my perfect imperfections.

the last time i saw them together
was at a funeral.
and in the middle of all
those chaotic vibes, they still managed
to look perfect together.
the perfect couple,
formed by perfect people.
i can still see the image,
just as if i was looking at it now:
two perfect ex-lovers,
perfectly side by side,
perfectly ignoring each other
and looking at the opposite side,
with perfect serious faces.
if he gave me the smallest part of the feelings he had for her, i'd be forever consecrated.

i always choose to believe
that nothing's real
and that everything's just relative.
wounds,
feelings,
words,
thoughts.

even perfection

(just not when it comes to me).

(just not when it comes to me)

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