“My best friend!” he yells
I sigh and turn my head
Ashamed to even speak
I slowly sit on the bed
What have I done?
How could I throw this away?
At the end of the day
It's my husband I've betrayed
Lord I beg you,
Please don't let us end
This man is my homie..
My lover….my friend…
I yell at her and see
The tears in her eyes
And I realize I can't
Keep living this lie
“I slept with someone”
I whispered so slow
As I felt the knot
Creep up in my throat
She looked in my eyes
And I looked at the floor
The tears fell down
I couldn't hold them anymore
Heavenly Father
What have I done?
This is my wife
We were made one.
You placed her in my life
I am her leader
But all I have done
Is hurt and deceive her
Father forgive me
I put my trust in you
I love my wife
No one else will do.
“I slept with someone”
Replays in my head
I thought time stopped
But I'm still on this bed
My heart feels numb
But not from his words
I hurt him deeply
Forget what I heard.
God you loved me
When I was unlovable
I need to love him
Even if I feel I am unable
My strength comes from
Kneeling at your throne
On the cross
Your love was shown….
Before I can stand up
And walk over to him
He walks towards me
And reaches for my hand
Next thing I know
We are on our knees
Apologizing and confessing
Crying out to our greatest need….
