summer vacation!!! fun,,,,,,,
now i get three months of feeling like i'm wasting my time but also dreading school where i actually use my time wisely lmao
i'm. tir e d
i can't find anything to do?? the last week hasn't been the best, idk, and i'm going through one of those Nothing I Do Is Interesting moods ya know
worst timing honestly
at this point i'm just trying to remind myself of things i have to look forward to, which honestly isn't much
there's a very small chance i'll get bloom tour tickets. a new bnha episode comes out tomorrow. voltron season 6 is vvv soon. (it's embarrassing to think that this shit is what's motivating me lmaO it's kinda pathetic)
but like,,,, i still have to deal with this wonderful empty feeling for at least a day. and also, what the hell am i supposed to do after all this shit is done with???
fjdjdjd i need to find something i can do that makes me happy. but that's harD
hmmmmm. maybe this helped. whomst knows
sorry for being negative oof, i come back and am Immediately Sad and no one is surprised
edit: @ chapter number- nice
