Smile
It's a beautiful day. The sun rose at the same time as always and I have everything I need. I can watch the clear sky, or go for a swim, or take a walk just to look at the nature around me.
Smile.
I can also think of the lives I've changed for the better, the people I've made happy. The amazing things I've accomplished without having to change myself.
Smile.
Or I could think about the hurt I've brought to other people. I could think about the fact that I'm the reason she's hurting and he's hurting and I hurt them so bad that two weeks from now they'll be hurting still. But I'm fine, and I'll be fine. While they hurt.
Smile.
Am I fine? Yes, perfectly. Because the sun rose at the same time as always today, and I have everything I need. I have everything I need on the outside even though I'm crushing myself on the inside. Even though the pain I caused- CAUSE is tearing me apart on the inside. Even though I'm just a little broken, a fragile doll teetering on the edge of a cliff on the inside, I am fine!
Smile!
Smile...
Fake.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Peoms
PuisiJust a collection of poems as they pop into my head. If you steal these, I will strangle you and watch your face turn purple as you claw at my hands. Don't test me I am a violent child.
