"THIS IS LOVE" I KEEP TELLING MYSELF BECAUSE AFTER A FEW WEEKS IN YOUR COMPANY IM USED TO WAKING UP HAPPY AND GOING TO SLEEP HAPPY AND SEEING HOPE AGAIN BUT NO THIS IS NOT LOVE THIS IS FALLING ASLEEP AND KNOWING SOMEONE WILL BE THERE WAITING WHEN I WAKE UP AND ID CALL THAT TRUST AND WHAT WE HAVE I THINK IS A LOT MORE THAN THAT BUT NO THIS IS NOT LOVE DO NOT CONFUSE ME FURTHER
