after my second and third period, i made my way through the crowd of people going to lunch. my friends usually wait for me by some lockers but they weren't their. maybe their on there way so i decided to lean on a locker and wait for them there. the halls quickly became empty, there was no sign of them, i guess they went without me.
bitches. i thought to myself
i lift myself up from the locker and i began to walk to lunch. as i walked down the hall i saw the deans office door open, Ryan came out walking the same direction that i was going so he didn't see me.he held a tissue up is nose.
" hey Ryan" i called out.
he quickly turns around and then continues to walk." look im sorry that Jacob did that to you but it doesn't mean that its my fault"
he doesn't say anything but continues to walk.
" oh so your mad at me now?"
he finally stops and turns around to look at me and so did i.
" carrie i thought you didn't want me talking to you?"" it seem like you didn't care when i was with Jacob" i replied.
"it was just to give you the homework..... not because i wanted to" he turned around and kept walking.
i didn't know what else to say, so i started to walking again. Ryan was already out of my sight.
i wanted to apologize to Ryan for being a bitch and say that we can be friends and he was right about what he said other day that im not like them and— i stop myself from the thoughts. maybe im just overthinking, i mean Ryan did provoke the fight,he could've just walked away even though Jacob started it.
i finally arrived to the lunch room and the first thing i notice is the table where i sit with my friends. Rebecca,kelani,and harmony were all there, talking and giggling, i don't know about what.
i quickly walked towards them, as i got closer they started to notice that i was coming and they all immediately stopped talking.
"where were you guys?"i asked." we decided to go to lunch early" Rebecca said giving me a petty smile.
then i figured it out, Rebecca wanted to be petty since i said that comment to her.
" your really mad at me?"i said raising my eyebrows."no, why would" she chuckled. i could tell it was fake.
"ok" i replied, in a way that i obviously don't believe her. i sat down and i looked at the table where Ryan sits at, there he was with that same notebook. i sometimes wonder what he be doing in that notebook? he took a quick glance at me and then back at his notebook. i farrowed my eyebrows and i turned to look at the girls, they just sat there in silence on their phones. what happened to their chatting and giggling?
now y'all antisocial? i thought to myself.i turned around to look at the table where Jacob sits at,and he wasn't there. i guess he's suspended. as i turned back to where i was facing i quickly notice Ryan giving me a quick glance and then back at his notebook. i had this urge to get up and walk over there and ask him what the fuck is he looking at, but i didn't.
i turned back to the girls and they were still silent on their phones. i look back at Ryans table.
damn he is so lonely. i thought.
i wanted to walk over there and sit with him because these bitches are so boring and i wanna better look at that notebook. but that will just ruin my reputation, people will automatically think im a weirdo too.you know what, FUCK IT im just gonna go. i stood up and slowly walked to Ryans table already regretting it. i came to a stop once i saw two guys coming and sitting at Ryans table. they both had a clipboard with paper on it. i didn't wanna look stupid so i walked passed Ryans table and pretended i was going to the vending machine this whole time.
i was kinda hungry so i look through my bag to see if i had a dollar. i did have a couple quarters in bag so i took out four to make it a dollar and bought chips.
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love carrie
Mystery / Thrillermeet 16 yr old carrie,one of the popular girls in school. everyone looked at her as the girl with the perfect friends, family,and reputation. but, she wasn't happy, she was tired of playing the role of the popular girl with a perfect life.she could...