ALL GROWN UP[ Book 3]

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*kymani POV

I was in my ma room laying on her bed watching her put some type of dress together.

"So you a fashion designer?" I questioned

She ignored me

My mom still pissed off at me

I don't even know if that bitch is pregnant by me. The time frame ain't even added up right. She a fucking hypocrite anyway. at first when I met her she was cool, sweetest girl in the world, but then when I told her about my main, Lena, she just became the bitches of all bitches.

"Mama" I called

I could tell she wanted to speak but she didn't wanna give me that satisfacation.

She was treating me more like an ex then her son

I stood up and walked up to her and sat on the floor next to her

Danm I see me when I see my ma.

She hurted as fuck but like I said it ain't even 100% sho that bitch carrying my baby.

"Ma you can't ignore me forever" I tell her

She sighed

"I'm not ignoring you at all.Im giving myself time to analyze what you told me. You don't realize how bad that could be if you did end up getting the girl pregnant.You have such amazing reputation kymo, your my baby boy. My mookie bear, I've been with you since the day I saw the plus sign on that pregnancy test. Even if you didn't impregante her your out here fucking these young girls carelessly and you know all they want is money. I could be more understanding if it was Talena because I look at her like a daughter in law but it's a random girl kymani. I'm not saying it's true but I know you and I know once you get these girls hopes high they gon try to trap you.when I was 18 I had you. 18 years old just giving up stripping. My mother had me when she was probably around 17 because my father was a fucking rapist and she ended up being stuck with him. My grandmother before she got sick and died, she was a prostitute at the age of 16 at one point of time. I was just hoping you would change the chain. Everytime the teen year comes, it's always something hetic your ancestors above me did. Your my first born kymo, that's another thing. I just expect the best out of you and dissapoints me that this what you drove into.im just so tired...and of this extra you got comming is stress me out because I'm your mom. Modeling,engaged,taking care of 3 kids maybe, paying the bills, trying to maintain so much is stressful. Ima have a danm stroke!" My mom was straight out crying

On some real son shit I was right with her crying.

I love my mama over anybody. Like that's my twin. I would do anything for her.

"Come here ma" I cooed to her

I hugged her tightly as she cried into my chest.

My heart is hurting like a motherfucker

"That's not even all, I'm worried about your safety, your wanted by killing. I....never mind" she stops herself

"What?" I questioned

"My ex boyfriend....father of the guy that you gotten into a fight with, me and him had a horrible past. A horrible horrible past. He was my main boss when I use to work at this night strip club called 'Run Way'.he was my first...I some what started to fall for him and then he betrayed me. He recorded me and showed almost the whole danm city of me and him having sex. I was 17 years old kymo. From time to time he came back to me until I said no because of the Disease he had. Kent don't look like it but he has HIV. His son don't have it because it didn't affect him when he was a baby. All I'm saying is...he's out for me, mostly you because your my most precious joy and he dosent like the way I came up. He thinks it's all him that brought me to this.im just so danm stressed out saving everybody when I need to be saving my danm life cause I'really need to slow down." She cried