Don't Ruin My Reputation

Stressed.

7:19 am
bus leaves in 40 minutes.
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"Wonho?"
No response.
"Wonho."
..
"Hoseok!"
Wonho opened his eyes just to turn and glare at Kihyun.
"Don't call me by my real name." He hissed and Kihyun just rolled his eyes.
"Get up we have to go in like thirty minutes."
Kihyun was already dressed and had pretty much everything packed.
Meanwhile, Wonho groaned peeling himself off from the comfortable bed.
Since time was short, he began to strip, not caring that he wasn't in private.
Kihyun turned around only to be met with Wonho's exposed back.
His eyes stayed widened as he didn't realize he was full on staring at Wonho's back.
Wonho was incredibly fit. He had such a nice and sculpted body that was irresistible for Kihyun.
Wonho glanced over his shoulder and grinned.
"Like what you see?"
Kihyun opened his mouth to say something but closed it and turned around and walked into the bathroom.
Wonho chuckled as he finished changing into his clean clothes.

"Do you have everything?"
"Yes, Kihyun."
Wonho was staring down at his phone as Kihyun was double--triple--quadruple, checking the room.
As Wonho started to walk out, Kihyun stopped him.
Wonho looked at him and groaned.
"What are you doing? You checked the room plenty now come on we need to--"
"You kissed me last night."
The room fell silent.
Wonho poked the inside of his cheek with his tongue.
"Yeah? So what."
"A-And you talked to me about--"
Wonho grabbed Kihyun by the collar of his shirt and looked him dead in the eye.
"You say anything about what I said last night to anyone and you'll regret ever fucking meeting me."
Kihyun stood there shocked as Wonho stormed out of the room.

(6) New Messages from Shownu!!

hey hoseok, just wanted to check in.
you missed a lot of work in chem btw.
i'll help you get caught up:)
oh, i talked to that minhyuk kid the other day.
he's real adorable. not to be gay or anything lmao.
anyways, text me when you can.

shownu?

yeah?

i told kihyun everything.
i didn't mean to.
i wasn't ready to tell him but
the way he was staring at me, it got me flustered.
i felt cared for almost and it was
sickening. i hate this feeling shownu
make it disappear

it's called love <3

Wonho felt sick to his stomach. He had never felt that word in years. Not even by his own parents.
Believe it or not Wonho had never really been in a relationship that was meaningful.
Most were one night stands or just to say he had a girlfriend.
Come to realize, he didn't even like girls that much.
But he could never tell anyone.
If anyone would find out, it wouldn't ruin him.
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Everyone boarded the buses.
Kihyun sat by Hyungwon this time way in the front. Meanwhile, Wonho sat in the last seat in the back by himself. He huffed and put his earbuds in as he fell asleep.

Kihyun looked out the window and barley said anything to Hyungwon.
Hyungwon looked at him as he peacefully gazed at everything outside.
"Kihyun,"
"Hm?"
Kihyun hummed not moving from his position.
"H-How did it go with Wonho?"
Kihyun nibbled at his lip from the thought of him.
"Fine." Kihyun mumbled.
Hyungwon let out an 'oh' and didn't bother Kihyun anymore after that.

---

Finally. They were back.
Class was currently going on but they were allowed to skip the rest of the day. Mr. Park had excused them from classes saying that any assigned work from the past few days should not count against them.
Kihyun walked with Hyungwon to his dorm.
"Hey, uh, do you wanna just stay with me? Until Minhyuk gets out from class?" Hyungwon asked quietly as he looked at Kihyun.
Hyungwon has been a little more shy lately because of the way Kihyun has been acting.
"Yeah, why not." Kihyun smiled.
Hyungwon's heart fluttered at the sight. He fumbled with his room key but eventually managed to open the door.
"Oh jeez, the room is a mess! I was only gone for one day. I'm so sorry you have to see the room like this." Hyungwon anxiously started picking up the garbage and clothes sprawled out all over the floor.
Kihyun laughed.
"Hyungwon, you're too cute. Everything is fine, trust me. My roommate is Minhyuk."
Hyungwon felt his throat go dry at the unexpected compliment.
"C-Cute?" Hyungwon mumbled.
"Come again?"
"Ah! Nothing!" Hyungwon avoided eye contact and continued cleaning.
Kihyun cocked his head to the side.
"Hyungwon, what's going on? Why are you acting like this?"
"Like what?"
"Awkward--"
Kihyun blurted out causing Hyungwon to finally look up at him.
Hyungwon then looked away and sat on his bed.
"If I told you, you wouldn't talk to me anymore."
Kihyun raised an eyebrow and leaned against the wall.
"Tell me. Friends don't keep secrets."
Hyungwon trembled and gnawed on his lip.
"Remember that one night, you told me your sexuality?"
Kihyun's face went red as he awkwardly nodded.
"W-Well, I am too." Hyungwon looked down at his pants.
Kihyun smiled softly.
"Is that it? Hyungwon, that's nothing to feel uncomfortable about."
"That's not it." He blurted.
A small 'huh' escaped Kihyun's mouth before Hyungwon began to finish what he was saying.
"I..."
"You..."
"I like you."
Kihyun's breathing stopped. Oh no. No, no, no. He doesn't want to tell him. He can not tell him about Wonho. He doesn't break Hyungwon's heart. This was more awkward than before.
"Hyungwon..."
"Y-You don't have to like me back it's okay! I just.. wanted to tell you how I feel."
Kihyun felt guilt overwhelm him. He sighed and walked over to Hyungwon.
He embraced him in a tight hug.
"I'm sorry but... I don't like you in that way."
Hyungwon cringed at the words and felt tears fill his eyes.
"It's okay." Hyungwon choked out. He swallowed the lump in his throat and it took everything in his body not to burst into tears right now. He knew Kihyun meant no harm and he wasn't being rude about the situation so he understood. Crushes aren't always going to like you back. Hyungwon was just going to have to deal with that fact.
Kihyun hadn't let go of Hyungwon for at least 20 minutes. It was silent for a good 10 minutes of it.
Once he finally pulled away he saw how flustered Hyungwon was.
Kihyun smiled and cupped Hyungwon's face.
"You'll find someone that will make you very happy one day. I'm just not the one."
Hyungwon nodded.
"You can stop squishing my cheeks now." He giggled.
Kihyun blushed and let go of his face.
"Sorry 'bout that."
Kihyun looked at the clock on his phone. Minhyuk would be getting out very soon.
"I should get going. I'll text you later yeah?"
Hyungwon smiled and nodded as Kihyun said his goodbyes and left Hyungwon's room.
Boy did Kihyun have some stories to tell Minhyuk.

// too much is happening i can't even keep up with my own story shit
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