Nial x reader

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by koolklownklub

by koolklownklub

Nial x reader

Your P.O.V

Ive recently moved in with one of my best friends and crush Nial. Ever sinced i moved in with him life has been great, we get to hang out a lot more and just in general be around with each other. Except when hes on his tinder dates, everytime he goes out he has a joyous and hopeful smile on his face but when he returns he's mostly heart broken. I try my best to help him but he mostly likes to be left alone.

Today was another one of his tinder dates, going out all dressed up and ready. Im happy that hes going out to find some one but it hurts me to see when he comes home sad. I just want to hold him , kiss him and tell him its ok but i can't, were only friends and thats how it will always be. I dont know why but i feel todays tinder date is gonna be worse than usual.

Nial has been talking to this girl for quite a long time and i could tell he has grown attached to her. If im being honest i do get a bit happy when he comes home alone as messed up as that is, but its because that means I have a possible chance with him.

Its been six hours since he left, his dates don't usaly last this long. Nial would usual warn me or give me a heads up if he was gonna be out longer than expected. Thoughts ran through my head as I began to panic. As if on cue i heard the door open amd quickly slam shut. This was a first he came back this upset

Nials P.O.V

I should have fucking know this would end badly like all my other ones, I was so fucking stupid to think someone actually liked me for once. The only resson why i even go in these stupid dates is to get my mind off of (y/n). I mean there way out of my league and can definitely date some one way better than me.

I must have slamed the door pretty hard cus i heard (y/n) quickly come out of there room fast, once they saw me there face soften as they looked at me with worry. I felt guilty for haveing them see me like this, i felt so emberised i want to cry like a fucking pussy.

"I'm guessing it didnt go well " they said softly be for putting a hand on my sholder makeing me blish a little. I sighed and nodded as I sat on the couch with my face in my hands "why can't I find anyone, why do I always get the shit end why, WHY DOSENT ANYONE WANA BE WITH ME, WHAT AM I DOING WRONG". I couldn't hold it in any longer, tears started to fall down my face.

Your P.O.V

Seeing Nial so hurt like this made my heart crash into a million pieces, it hurt me to see him like this i had to do something. I quickly headed in front of him and cup his face gently and loveingly "Nial please look at me" I say softly to calm him down. He reluctantly looks up, his eyes red amd watery from crying. I glide my thumbs under his eyes to wipe the tears falling down.

"Its ok to cry Nial, I know its been hard for you and I know how much you try your best. Listen those girls are fucking retards for not going out with you, you so amazing, cute, funny and a wonderful guy I know you'll find someone".I say trying to reassure him as best as I could. "How do you know, ive tried so many times and it always ends as a one night stand or never even going on a second date, just face it (y

) no one loves me".

I couldnt take it anymore I couldn't stand seeing him like this, I grew a pair and and pulled him into a kiss. Soon he started to kiss back staring it sweet and loving but then getting a bit rough. He pulled me up so I was sitting on him as we continued our heated make out session. We see on had to pull back to catch our breath as we stared at each other

I was stareing into his blue eyes as he stared into mine. We stayed like that for a few seconds till he spoke up "I-I didn't know you liked me that way", he said blushing as his hands grip on my waist. I blush and run my hands through his hair "I have for a while but I-I was to afraid to admit it, I-I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner" I said .

He smiled a bit as his hands rubbed up and down my side "its ok baby, im sorry I didn't tell you either". He took one of his hand and cuped my face as we leaned in for a second kiss, this time it was a sweet and loving kiss as we held each other closely.