Let me save you | minsung

#7

P.o.v:Changbin
We all met up at the ice cream shop and are now headed to the zoo that is next to the shop me and Felix walked in the back of the group a little bit behind everyone else "so can you tell me now?" Felix asked "yea but this might take awhile" I said looking at him to make sure he is fine with I taking some time "that's okay" Felix said "it started in elementary school I went to the same school as him that includes middle school and high school anyways I had always seen him then one day I found him behind the school getting bullied I helped him and we started being friends we would hang out everyday then when we started middle school it got worse he stopped talk to his other friends and only talked to me I knew he was getting bullied more because he told me that what I didn't know what he had been suffering from depression and then I had found him one day in the boys bathroom crying that's when I found out that he was suffering but instead of helping him I was a fucking jerk and started ignoring him I only thought of how it would look to my "cool" friends and so I stoped talking to him I even stopped looking at him and even when I found out that my friends where also bullying him I didn't do anything except watch I wa-" Felix cut him off "what the hell was wrong with you" I was shocked that Felix cussed "I know I was stupid" I said "continue the story" felix said "during middle school after all of that happen I started noticing that he went weeks without coming to school and then my friends started looking for his house so that they could do even more to him it was round that same time he started trying to commit suicide this should also be close to when you met him" I said "yeah it is I stopped him from doing it that first time" Felix said looking at the cheerful boy In front of him "you wanna know something that always made me jealous" Felix said looking at me "what?" I said "Jisung always talked about how he had this one friend that was always there for him he said no matter how much that friend hated him he will always love him no matter how much his friend watched him get beat by others he still wanted to be there friend even if that friends friends killed him he still couldn't be mad at him" Felix said "w-what" I said and looked up to see Jisung smiling at me "hey Changbin doesn't this squirrel look like me" Jisung said pointing at a squirrel in the tree "squirrel that's the nickname I gave him" I whispered "haha Jisung did you just call yourself a squirrel" hyunjin said laughing "hey don't make fun of the nickname my best friend gave me!" Jisung shouted at hyunjin "yeah Jisung the squirrel does look like you" I said and smiled and Jisung returned the smile then ran off to the next exhibit "see he really does still care about you" Felix said "but why after all these years of ignoring him" I said "because you are all he had you were the first one to try and help him your what gave him hope to live even if it was only a little bit what matters is you gave him hope" Felix said "he should hate me" I said looking down "people that suffer from depression don't care about how big of a help you are they are fine if you only help a little bit because the pay attention to the small things because it's the small things that matter (yes I just did that) so don't think about what you did to him that was wrong but instead think about all the times you helped him all the times he smiled a real smile at you all the times he laughed because of something you did or said" Felix said "but it's hard to look at him and not remember everything I did to hurt him" I said "that's because your afraid that he is going to hate you your afraid that you ruined everything that you once had but the truth is he doesn't remember any of that he forgot all about it and now all he wants is his friend back" felix said and ran to catch up with everyone else "he wants his friend back" I said to myself and looked at Jisung "Hey guys wanna ditch Changbin?" Hyunjin said and they all agreed except Jisung "no we can't leave him behind" Jisung said "you guys know I can hear you right" I said "run" Seungmin yelled and everyone except Jisung ran "I'm not going to leave you behind don't worry" Jisung said and smiled "thanks best friend" I said and smiled back but Jisung stopped walking "w-what did you say?" Jisung asked "I said thanks squirrel now let's go before they decided to leave the zoo with out us" I said "y-ou c-called me s-sq-squirrel" Jisung said "yeah don't you remember your my squirrel friend" I said and continued walking "déjà vu" I whispered

Flash back Changbin age10 Jisung age8

"Hey Changbin I'll miss you" Jisung said "Jisung I'll see you tomorrow silly" Changbin said "I'll still miss you though" Jisung said "thanks squirrel" Changbin said and started walking away "but hey will you miss me?" Jisung shouted running after Changbin "of course my squirrel friend" Changbin said and stopped walking causing Jisung to run into him "haha squirrel why are you so cute" Changbin said turning around and hugging Jisung

End of flash back

Jisung started running to catch up with changbin and just like in the past Changbin stopped walking but this time Jisung didn't run into him instead he realized what Changbin was trying to do so he hugged Changbin "fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me but also remember a magician never does the same trick twice because nobody gets fooled the second time" Jisung said and giggled

Hello how is everyone? Till the next chapter bye bye

Ariel~