Stars at night; BTS

CHAPTER 11

I went home alone without a Yoongi giving me a smile before I go home,

HOME

"Hi sweetie" Mom greeted, I smiled even I'm not really happy, I don't want her worrying too much

"Hi Mom" I said and kissed her in her cheek and went upstairs

I went to my bedroom and decided to clean my messy room

I changed my clothes and started cleaning a few minutes later I've finished, and saw a small box under my bed

What's this?

I opened the box and saw my pictures when I was a kid, with a boy,
YAH! That's the boy I see in my imagination!

Is thy possibly true?

I went downstairs and showed them to Mom

"Mom.." I called as she looked at me and saw the box, she took the box away,

"This must've been lost, so I'll keep it" Mom said and continued her work

"Mom, Who's that boy?" I said
I meant the boy in the pictures

"You should sleep now" Mom said and kissed me goodnight as she headed to her room

How can I understand everything if she keeps on ignoring my questions?

NEXT DAY

I haven't seen Yoongi so I went to my classroom

I saw Hana walking in the hallway so I greeted her

"Jeoun Achimimnida" I said

"Anneong Eunjee" she smiled and we walked together to the room

I saw Yoongi but he is not talking to me

What is happening?

"Yoong-" I tried to greet him but he went outside

I sitted in my seat lifeless and without even a mood...

Seungmin sitted beside me

"I'm sorry," he said looking down

What the-

"I mean it, I won't do it again" He looked down

"You promise?" I asked
He nodded and looke into my eyes

"What about your mom? Did she tell you to do that?"

"Nae... So I'm sorry"

"That's o-" Yoongi pulled me outside

"Yah." I said

I crossed my arms and looked at him

"Mianhae for yesterday" He said

"I don't even know, what came into you to be rude like that?"

"Sorry" He said as I pulled him and higged him tightly

I can't help on being like that on Yoongi

He let go if my hug and pulled me inside

"Let's go now" Yoongi said and we went to our seats

At least I hugged him once again.

"Why are you always trying to ignore my hugs?" I asked

He looked at me and wrapped his arms around me

"Trust me, I don't want to" he said

"Why?"

"I just need to do it" he said and let go,

I need to figure out the answers in all my Why's... But how?

"What's wrong with you?" I said

"Look, I really am sorry, but I just need to do it" He said and went outside...

I can't erase the image of the boy I saw with me in the picture,
By any chance, is that Jin? I'm not assuming that it's him but I just can't help thinking...
What the- why is Jin always in my head?

I went outside to follow Yoongi but I haven't seen him there.So I decided to walk around...

I hummed my favorite song while walking on the hallway..

*Humming*

"What are you doing here?" I heard a familiar voice behind me

J-Jin?

"Jin?" I said as he looked at the end of the hallway and looked at me

"Yah, what are you doing here? Have your class started yet?" He said

I shook my head as he pulled me up

"I'll be going back to my room too, so I know you'll come back to yours just as so, so let's go together" he said

I found that moment so Awkward,

Why is Jin being so caring?
Why is he ny friend afterall, even I thought he is so strict at first?

I hate you for not noticing... But I hate myself more not telling you how I feel...