I couldnt help it. I felt weak in the knees, and my heart wouldnt stop beating. Im going to loose it, after so long, Im going to loose it.
And for what? A boy.
A boy ive never cared about before? I dont think so. This isnt fair, nothing is fair anymore. My mind is a drug, but the worst part about it id that I cant quit. I can never quit. I just want it to be okay.
But the cold metal of the gun was enough to convince me:
It was never going to be okay.
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Trigger warnings:
♡Depression
♡Anorexia
♡Anxiety
♡Bulemia
♡Cutting
♡Suicidal Thoughts
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