Crashed and stranded (Larry and Ziall fanfic)

N And Z Story Pt4 ( Chapter 33)

ZAYNS P.O.V.

I still say speechless watching as a car drove down the street. did he really just say that to me. oh my god what if  mess up I'm going to have to break up with Niall..

''zayn??'' I heard my mom call

I didn't really look at her but when I turned around I think she can get what I was meaning in my eyes...

I was speechless  so I have to have  dinner with his parents now. and on top of that I can't even tell him

I really hate Mr Hill and I know he hate me too I wish you would just give me a chance instead of pushing things down my throat and I dont mean.

I got in the car and ask my mom if she is can drive me back to my apartment. she tried to talk to me  but i was just quiet

once we finally pulled up I gotta out of car and I just kept walking when I noticed that she was walking behind me too and I asked her why is she doing this

'' I'm your mother I'm gonna worry about you zayn are you okay''

'' that's nialls a step dad that you saw''

'' what really'' she looked at me shocked and I started to get aggravated

I didn't understand why though why was she following me why was she even here why did she even try to help me

'' yes it was but he does not approve of me dating Niall''

'' why is that you seem like such a nice boy-" I stopped her before she could finish your sentence

" what do you know you haven't been here and how long" I saw hurt in her eyes and quickly looked away

" I'm sorry.."

before I can realize what I had just said I saw tears rushing down her face and I knew and I knew in my soul that I did something I shouldn't have

"mom ...I'm sorry please don't cry"

this is the worst feeling I felt in a pit of my stomach how can I make my mom cry how dare I I'm always just the fuck up..

" no please don't apologize it's my fault I'm sorry I wasn't there for you"

" no its not your fault it was dads  right and don't apologize and don't sit here and say that I don't need to apologize because I do"

my mind is going crazy when I wiped the tears from her face I felt like shit right now everything was rushing in my mind all at once I have to impress nialls step dad for him to even approve of us dating what am I supposed to do I decided just to walk towards my door as she followed behind me

once I am unlocked my door and when I walked in my living room I saw my little cat jump towards me it was mitten my god I miss her so much

" you have a cat" she asked me

"yeah I have a cat that's not bad right" I felt my face become cherry red

she began to walk around my place and I just sat down in my dining room and I looked at her and she hasn't changed since the last day I saw her well my aunt.

she went home that night and I decided to go to bed early because  I knew tomorrow I would have to IMPRESS Niall stepdad

I couldn't sleep that night I was tossing and turning rolling in everything in my head was breaking I ended up going to bed around 5 o'clock

when I woke up the next morning everything in my head was spinning. that's when I realize over slept great now I'm going to be late..

I sat on my bed and decided I shouldn't go maybe I should just break up with him