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All I wanted was to give you my heart.
I never asked for yours in return.
I just wanted to know what's like to give yourself to someone, to be able to care for someone other than myself.
It's been one hell of a ride.
The emotional rollercoaster.
As toxic as it is, it gave me a sense of belonging.
That I am human and I could give those emotions to.
Something that doesn't consist of pain.
Then your heart got involved, and I couldn't help my poor heart from falling deeper.
You made me feel beautiful, darling you made me believe I am beautiful.
Made me believe in what I thought was never real.
You see , I'm used to being called beautiful but those words have long lost meaning. Cause deep down I know am not curvy and I definitely don't have those killer legs you so adore.
All I have is me and my love and that's all I have to offer.
So when you said you loved me back everything seemed perfect. Oh had I known.
I would have just loved you from afar.
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PoetryI blocked them, I swear I did. My emotions are not toys kids buy to fulfill their new, short , lived obsession. I am not only good until boredom shows up to your door step again. If I must remind you I am human just like you; being used makes...
