Trust Me (Chris Brown And Karin Jinsui Love Story)

Chapter 27: Champion

This gon be the realest shit I ever wrote
Off the record, no camera's, forget a quote Some of my family doing good, most doing dope I from Virginia where they hang the n-ggas by rope I used to see my momma getting beat down! Is that the real definition of me now?
I fell off, back on my feet now Headed to the sky, can't even see down Award shows, I poured my heart out And people still steady trynna point my flaws out
And I'd be lying if I said it ain't get to me
But I'm a champion, legend, history
     -Chris Brown
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One month later (May 20th)
Ashanti

I climbed out of an empty bed and walked to the bathroom to empty my bladder. I brushed my teeth and washed my face then walked downstairs and the smell of bacon hit my nose and my stomach turned. I walked in the kitchen and chris was sitting at the table eating breakfast.

"Good morning beautiful." He told me. "Yo plate is in the microwave." He added on and I grabbed it and sat next to him.

"Where's my Pook?" I asked him.

"Still sleep we was up late last night." He said and I looked over at the clock in the stove and it was going on 1.

"I got an appointment at 2:30, you coming?" I asked him and took a bite of my eggs and he just looked at me.

"Would you be mad if I didn't?" He asked me and I looked at him.

"What would be your reason not to come Christopher?" I asked him and sat my fork down and sat back in my chair and looked at him.

"Never mind I'll come with you I was just asking." He said and I spoke up.

"I was just asking you a question too." I told him and he sighed.

"Why everything got to be an argument with yo ass damn?" He said annoyed and I just rolled my eyes and chuckled.

"No body was arguing it was just a damn question!" I yelled and grabbed my plate and sat it in the counter.

"See here yo ass go, I can't wait till yo ass done being pregnant because you annoying as fuck." He said and I looked at him.

"Nigga I'm pregnant because of you." I said and started to walk out the kitchen and he smacked his lips.

"Man get off that dumb shit." He said and I rolled my eyes.

"Now it dumb shit." I said chuckling and walked out the kitchen.

Me and chris relationship is just crazy right now. I guess it's just the pressure of us bringing another child in the world. But I don't know every fucking week it's a different excuse for him not to be home and shit. But I'm over it I'm sick of this shit.

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Chris pov

"Ok so today let's get into the root of your life, let's start off with your passed." My therapist said to me as I sat on thee coach across from her.

"What you mean we talked about that already." I told her and sat back on the coach.

I've been coming to her ever since Jay spread the shit about me abusing Ashanti. I was low and I didn't know how to control my anger and shit and my meds weren't working so all I had to deepen on was weed and her.

Ashanti thinks I stopped therapy after the courts and shit but naw I kept coming.

"No mr.Brown we talked about the basics of your pass tell me all of it." She said and looked at the clock and I sighed.

"Ight." I said. "I was born and raised in LA and I'm the youngest I have 2 older brothers." I said. "My mom and dad got a divorced when he raped my now fiancée but back then I didn't know it was Ashanti. After my parents were divorced my mom was just a single parent for a while until she got a boyfriend." I told her and she just wrote stuff down.

"Keep going." She said and I started talking again.

"He was abusive to all of us. My older brothers left and they left me and my mom behind." I said rubbing my nose cause my nose ring was ticking me. "And um He because more abusive to me and my mom." I told her holding back the tears.

"How old were you?" She asked me looking at me.

"10." I told her. "One day my mom told him that he needed to leave and shit like that and he killed him self. He shot his self in the head." I told her and looked up at her and she looked at me.

"Did you see him do that or you heard him?" She asked me.

"I seen him." I told her.

"And when you were 15 you got diagnosed with Bipolar Depression." She said finishing my story and I nodded. "So yeah your life got crazy young and now since you have all this built up anger towards, Your Dad, your step dad, your brothers, maybe your mom for getting involved with either one of them, and Jay." She said and I just looked up at her as she talked.

Damn all the shit she saying was true. "Now you take it out on the people you love the most and it's hard for you to control because it's so much." She said. "And basketball isn't a good release such as like boxing or anything in the criteria." She said.

"So you telling me to be a boxer so I can release my anger?" I asked her.

"No I'm saying maybe get closer from all these people, talk to them." She said.

"I talked to my mom and brothers I'm cool with them." I told her.

"Well maybe you need to take a trip to LA and talk to you dad and a trip downtown to talk to jay." She asked me and I nodded. "Good and when you talk to them make sure they hear you out." She said and I just looked at her.

If I go to talk to either of them Ashanti would kill me and on top of that our daughter is supposed to be here very soon.

"I'll see you next week Mr.Brown." She said and I stood up and sighed and nodded and walked out her office.

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Ashanti pov

"Well Shanti She looks and sounds like she ready to come out and your dilated to 3." My OBGYN told me whipping out the gel and I put my shift down and sat up.

"That's good." I told her.

"So you have a week until she's here are you excited?" She asked me throwing away her gloves.

"Yep." I told her.

"So what you naming her?" She asked me and I looked at Jr.

"Chris what we naming your baby sister?" I asked him and he smiled at me then the doctor.

"Christopher Maurice Brown Jr Jr." He said and she laughed and I smacked my lips and smiled.

"No were naming her Royalty Lyla Brown remember." I told him and he chuckled and smiled.

"Well if she's not her by the 27th you supposed to be her at 7:00 So we But you in labor and by the end of the day your baby girl would be here." She said smiling and looked at Jr and then me. "I'll hopefully see you before then, don't forget to do your walking and squats." She said heading for the door. "Nice seeing y'all." She said smiling and walked out.

"Ponte tu chaqueta bebe."(Put on your jacket baby) I told Jr hopping off the table and I grabbed and put mines on.

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