Everlasting love (nemi)

Heart attack

"Demis pov"

dei-where are we going

nick-its a surprise

demi-oh come on please

nick-u know i aint telling u

demi-fine

"the whole car ride was silent and nick was looking at me in a way that made me blush like a fucking tomato"

demi-stop looking at me like that?

nick-like what

ddemi-like that

nick-its the love look

Demi-ur making me blush i hate it when i blush

nick-u might hate it but i love it

demi-ok now tell me where r we going?

nick-oh look we r here

"i stepped out of the limo and took my crutcehs to find that i am at the beach with no one there and there was a table for two set up"

nick-demi would u like to go on a date with me?

demi-omg yes

nick-are we official

demi-yes .. and ps #demiisinlove and #ishipnemi is trending now on twitter

nick--demi i know we might have our ups and downs but i still will have eyes only for u

demi-sometimes i hate it when u look at other girls or check them out it makes me insecure about my body but know i know that u only did that to make me jealous

nick-u made me jealous too ... lets go eat before the food gets cold

"nicks pulled the chair for me to sit and then he went to call the waiter i quicly snatched a picture of our first date with my phone"

nick- i am back i hope u like what i ordered

he opened the tray to reveal a cooked meal of chicken breast with mash potatoes and some sort of sauce

demi-oh my god nick it look delicious .....u shouldnt have

nick- i want to prove as long as i am with u that i luv u unconditionally

demi-there is something special about ur eyes when i look at them i dont see just eyes i see sparks,fireworks,i see LOVE i see things i never saw in any other guys eyes

nick-the day we first met when i look into ur eyes i saw a broken hearted girl who wants to find love .a girl who is so fragile , a girl who wents through a lot of pain , i am glad that i am the one who gave u love , i am glad that u gave me the chance to prove that i am not the gut people think i am ,the girl who i fell in love with her laugh before even seeing her

demi-nick i trust u with all my heart i give u my heart so please dont break it as u know i am a lightweight

nick-i plan to take care of it

"after dating and walking on the beach and a little make out i went to the house , nick had to go to his moms as tommorow his grandparents will arrive "

i cant sleep i feel this strange glow in me , i wanna be a better me ,did i really trust nick are my defences falling is my heat falling in love ,thinking about it might give me a heart attack

and that is when it hit  me HEART ATTACK i took out my lyrics book and began writing

Puttin' my defences up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I'm never good enough
When I don't care
I can play 'em like a Ken doll
Won't wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yea you, make me so nervous
That I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won't let it show, so I'm
Puttin' my defences up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack (x3)

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And everytime I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous
That I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won't let it show, so I'm
Puttin' my defences up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack (x3)

The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning, I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared I take off and I run
I'm flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won't let it show, so I'm
Puttin' my defences up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack (x2)
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack (x2)

i actually love it . but i wont show it to my manager yet first i will finish writing the songs so that i can have everything ready

and with that i fell asleep

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