Never and Always

Chapter 11 (Date unknown)

WARNING: SUICIDAL ATTEMPT!

2 months had gone by. Faster then I would have imagined.

Have you ever lost someone you deeply cared about? If so did it hurt? Did you feel the shattering pain in your chest?

I am not going to explain how the break up went down. I just want you to understand that it happened.

I was crying. I had cut my wrist. I also had an attempt of suicide. I felt like I had lost the deepest person in my life.

He even moved on to a girl a year older then us. We'll call her Haylee

I was immediately heartbroken. Incredibly heartbroken. Haylee and I were on the phone for most likely an hour.

They only dated for about two days until she broke up with him.

I remember I was in school and the guidance counselor had sent me home. That was the day I found out about Haylee and Myke. They started dating the same day we broke up and even kissed the same day.

The next day I cried. I cried when I entered the building. I had cried all during third period where Erica found me in a locked bathroom stall sobbing. My friend, we'll call her Lydia, had also came into the bathroom to check on me that period.

I cried all of ninth period. I literally cried every second I believe.

It was horrible. Later that day I was at my lowest point and told Myke and Haylee I wanted to kill myself.

Myke had told me he loved me and that's what had made me not kill myself.

The next day at school I was sitting with G, Korryne, a kid we'll call Mitch, and a girl we'll call Alssa. Korrynne had told me that Myke didn't love me. That he had just told me that so I wouldn't kill myself.

I felt stupid and again I had wanted to die.

I told my Vice Principal and he called my mom to the school.

I was sent to Fairmount Hospitals in Philadelphia, Penssylvania. (You can look it up online)

I was there for 10 days and missed a full week of school.

I had returned to school for the last two day and it was normal.

That was my journey with Myke. There will be one more chapter as to where my relationship is with everyone and then I will be done with this book.

I have a lot of supporters and I am glad. I have been recently talking to a boy. We'll call him 'Steve'. He makes me happy. Very happy actually. And this is the reason I wasn't responding to your text Lol.

Well. One more chapter to go guys. See yah then. XO- Kayla