I stopped, suddenly forgetting what I was doing.
I found myself standing in the middle of my livingroom, confused. I glanced around myself, scanning the room as I tryed to remember what I was about to do. How could I forget something like that? I stood still and dumbly for a good minute.
A chill crossed my body and I glanced down. I frowned. I was naked, except for my underwear. I didn't remember I had taken my clothes off. If I thought about it, I didn't even remember what was I wearing before.
I passed a hand through my hair. I was probably getting crazy. I felt strangely exhausted. Maybe I was just about to take a shower, that was why I didn't have my clothes on. I decided to follow that idea and headed to the bathroom.
As the hot water ran down my body I began to perceive a headache and a general discomfort slowly began to overwhelm me. I lowered the temperature of the water, following my instinct. But still I didn't feel very good and I had no clue why.
After I left the shower and dried myself, I took a pill for the headache and crouched on my sofa, cuddling up under a soft cover.
My house was particularly silent since my parents had left for Australia. I didn't miss them, though. I felt a weird sensation of aloofness towards them, but I couldn't tell why, at that moment. I felt strangely dumb. I moved my gaze to a window and I watched as the flakes of snow slowly hid everything under a white mantle. And I fell asleep.
*
I woke up crying.
My heart was pounding in my chest, my breath was heavy. I didn't remember anything of the nightmare, but a pair of green eyes looking at me. I couldn't see or remember who those eyes belonged to. That thought made my heart race and my mind ache. I felt my stomach twisting.
I wiped my tears away, trying to compose myself. It was just a nightmare and I kept telling it to me, but discomfort and unease kept lingering on me all the same. I had no idea of what was going on.
It was still clear outside, I had slept for maybe two hours.
I moved the cover aside and stood up, yawning and stretching. I decided to make myself a cup of tea, it could have helped maybe. As I entered the kitchen, I briefly glanced at the calendar hanging on the wall. It was Thursday.
I suddenly stopped and turned to look at the calendar again. Thor, the God of Thunder from Norse Mythology held his hammer, Mjollnir, triumphantly.
I stared at it for way too long. It had something of familiar. Well, probably because it had been hanging there since always! At the end I just chuckled, shaking my head. My parents were obsessed with Norse Mythology.
At the same time, a thud in my stomach made me grimace. A weird discomfort took me again. I felt like I was missing something. Like I had an emptiness inside of me.
I needed tea.
I put a kettle of water on the stove and let it boil. I began to look for the tea bags in the cabinets of the kitchen, when I accidentally knocked a jar of blue food dye that crashed on the counter, splashing everywhere.
"Shit!" I cursed under my breath.
I sighed. My mother used to love cooking coloured cakes. But my mother wasn't living with me anymore so I took note to throw all those food colourings away in order to prevent such messes.
I cleaned up the counter and then headed to the bathroom to wash the colour that had dirtied my hands and even my face.
But when I raised my gaze on my reflection in the mirror, I froze.
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Silent Chaos
Romance"He is the God of Mischief. He creates chaos while none notices. He can ruin your life or make it heavenly and you can't control him. He could turn your world upside down and you wouldn't notice you're falling until you crash on the ground." Asja re...