𝚕𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚌. thirteen reasons why

ALEX STANDALL [1]

Ship: Alex Standall x Reader, Tyler Down x Reader (Friendship)
Requested: Bitch No😂
Warnings: None😌❗️
Notes: This is in season 2😌the scene where Alex and Zach are slow dancing, and I changed the ending lol😂

Alexander Dean Standall. Alex and I have been friends for a year and a half, we've been through everything together, Coffee at Monet's, Fights with Monty, And Hannah's death. Which hit him pretty hard, I didn't know why at first, but I found out later. He was one of the reasons why she killed herself, but I found out in the worst way, Alex in the hospital, gunshot wound to the head. He was in the hospital for weeks, and I spent every moment by his side, along with Tyler Down, who I got to learn more about, I learned that he wasn't a crazy stalker. I was talking with Tyler when Alex finally opened his eyes, and the first thing he did was look at me, and I instantly burst into tears. He rubbed my head for a while, and I tried to control my breathing.

[1 Month Later]

"Yes, I love Alex, I always have.... But" I say, "But?" Tyler says taking a sip of hot chocolate "But he likes Jessica" I say. Me and Tyler have been talking, I wouldn't say we're best friends, but we're not strangers. Tyler is the only person who knows my feelings for Alex, I've never told a soul. "You should ask him to the dance" he says gripping my hand, "He's already going with Jess, and plus he would say no anyways, I'm just the best friend." I say giving him a sad smile."What about you Ty, who are you going with?", he almost choked on his drink when I asked this question, "What?" I just nod in response as signal telling him I'm serious, "um.. No one. No one wants to go with freak outsider" he says laughing a bit at the end, "What about Mackenzie?" I say "Maybe" is all he says.
[At Alex's House/The night you help him dance]

"This is fucking stupid [Y/N]" "No it's not Alex if you wanna dance with Jess then you need to learn" "But-" "Just shut the fuck up so I help you". He finally caves in as I put on a slow song for us to dance to. Once I play it I help him up,  he puts his hands on my waist, while I drape my arms around his neck. "How the hell do you even do this?" He mumbles under his breath, So I start swaying us around his room, he was looking down the whole time trying not to mess up, "Alex look at me" he looks up at me and smiles a bit, which I return. He keeps his eyes on me for a while, then he starts to lean in, "Alex..." I say in a voice just above a whisper "Yea" he says in the same tone, "We can't..." I say "If you want me to stop then I'll stop..." He says. I don't say anything so he takes this as the go ahead, and crashes are lips together. We finally break apart for air. He sits back down on his bed, and puts his head in his hands, while my hands go to my hips. After a minute of silence, He finally speaks "That was something..." He says looking up at me "Yea, what was that?" I say, I genuinely want to know if he meant that kiss, "I don't know spur of the moment" "Spur... Are you fucking serious?" I say, I feel so hurt, my heart just shattered into pieces. "Yea I mean it's not like it meant anything to either of us" "You don't know if that meant something to me Alex! You don't know!" "It's just a kiss (Y/N), why the fuck are freaking out" "Because I Love you!" I shout but instantly regret it, he stays silent as tears start pouring from my eyes. I start to grab my stuff and run out the door, and go to Tyler's house.

[At Tyler's house]

I hesitantly knock on Tyler's window, who was just on his computer, he looks up and I point to the door. A few seconds later he opens up his door, wearing a t-shirt and some grey sweats, he silently lets me in and guides me to his room. As soon as he shuts the door I burst into tears which catches his attention, he rushes over to me and engulfs me into a hug letting me cry. After crying for about 20 minutes I finally say something. "Thank you" I say "No problem. What happened?" He asked as he sat me on his bed. I explained everything to Tyler, while I laid on his bed and cried more. "It's ok, everything's gonna be ok" he cooed in my ear while hugging me again "Now I know I'm not Alex but I can still take you to the dance as your friend" he said while I put my head in the crook of his neck "Thank you, Ty. And I would love that". I left shortly after we watched a movie.

[The night of the dance]

Tyler's gonna be here in a little while so I start getting ready, starting with my hair, then dress, and shoes.

I'm finally done getting ready, when I hear the doorbell ring, I walk downstairs. and open to see Tyler in a suit. "Wow..." Is all that comes out of his mouth, as I smile sweetly at him.

[Alex's POV]

(Y/N) hasn't spoken to me since we kissed, and I don't blame her. I said it didn't mean anything to me when it did, it meant everything to me. I love her with all my heart. Yea I mean I like Jess, but I don't lover like (Y/N). I never said anything because I never thought she felt the same. I don't think she's going to the dance, we were supposed to go together, but then I asked Jess, and she said she wasn't going. I really miss talking to her, she would let me join key about how I'm crippled, and she would laugh and make jokes of her own, our humor in dark, so we get along well, but now I've lost it because my stupid feelings, and that stupid awesome kiss.

[At the dance]

I walk in with Tyler on my arm, and instantly spot Alex and Jess. Me and Alex lock eyes for a second time till I look at back at Tyler, and ask him to dance, and from the corner of my eye I see Alex glaring at Tyler. We start dancing till a slow song comes up, Tyler puts his hands on my waist, and I put my hands around his neck, while we sway to the song, then I notice it's the song that me Alex danced to, I look around and see Alex and Jess  talking in the corner, then Jess nods and walks away. I turn my attention back to Tyler, who just smiles at me, and I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn up o see Alex holding his hand, "May I have this dance?" Tyler nods and walks away to get punch while me and Alex go into the same position we were when we danced. "I'm sorry." He says looking in my (E/C) eyes, "Did it mean anything to you?" I say looking at my feet, "Yea. It meant a lot. I love you too, I always had, but I was afraid of you leaving me,." He says, as I look up slowly. He starts leaning in slowly, then I push his head so our lips touch.
The perfect kiss.
With the perfect guy.