''Hello, my name is Connor, I am the android sent by CyberLife''
It has been two weeks since I became a deviant.. it has been 2 weeks since Markus brought peace between humans and androids. I have been living with Hank since then and I must say.. I really like Sumo! Sumo is a very good boy, and Hank thinks so too, but does he think that I am a good boy too? Does he love me as much as he loves Sumo?
I have been having these thoughts inside my head, they sometimes scare me. I don't even know If they are normal.. Is it okay to think these kind of things..? Because I sometimes think that I am not enough for Hank, I sometimes think that he doesn't really care about me and he took me to live with him only because he feels pity for me and I sometimes think that when I finally get destroyed sometime he would just replace me.
..Like I said.. my thoughts sometimes scares me.. And sometimes when I look at Hank my led turns yellow and I feel.. scared? Worried? Unwanted? Displeasing? But why? Why am I feeling this way? Even thought he looks like he doesn't care about me, he still cares? Even thought he always ignores me when I say something to him? Even thought when he shouts at me when I do something wrong? Even thought he always hits me and says ''If you would just stay out of my fucking way, everything would be better!''? He still cares.. right?
I hope so...
