A Book About A Troubled Sophomore

my regrets

I speak about how people don't role play with me that much but I barely role play with other people.

I don't reach out and make my way.

I just sit here.

And like? There are so many awesome AUs that people are doing and I'm doing n o t h i n g.

And then I look at it in my news feed and think "Damn, if only I reached out and tried to roleplay with them, maybe I'd be enjoying my time to."

But then I start thinking "You're just a burden to them. Your muse wouldn't be significant. It's better if you just stay away."

And that's all I ever think.

I barely ever actually go to a person's AU and be like "this sounds really cool, I'd like to plop my muse down right h e r e"

Instead it's "This is really cool, my dude-" and then nothing else.

That's how it always is.