your man | taerosé

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i eat with my friends when it's already lunch time, all of them are here except jimin.

i'm guessing he's with you.

i eat my chicken silently until jungkook nudged me at my arm.

"what?"

"aren't you going to rosé? you used to eat with her, but what happened? it's been two months, i thought you two made up already."

why did he ask me this question now?

i looked at the corner where you and him are sitting.

you two sure are having fun.

"i just missed you guys."

i reasoned out.

i heard hoseok hyung choked at his sandwich.

"what a lie. you're using us again to excuse yourself."

yoongi hyung said.

i creased my forehead, not getting what he said.

"since when did i?"

"remember when you said to rosé you we're going to bring her home because jin asked you?"

namjoon hyung told me.

"yeah, and remember when you asked rosé to join our club because we asked you? when the truth is you just wanted to be with her always at practice."

seokjin hyung said.

oh god, why do they have to remind me that?

my mind suddenly reminisced those times,

...

"chaeyoung!"

the name you hate to call yourself but i truly love it.

"what?"

your annoyed face, faced me and i just smiled.

i hooked my arm around yours and you gave me a strange look.

cute.

"let's go! jin hyung asked me to take you home because it's late."

you gave me a confused look.

hope that it's not that obvious that i just used jin hyung as an excuse.

"really? but i can go by myself."

"oh no you can't. you have to go with me hehe."

i teased her. she just sighed.

"okay then."

....

the performance club is starting to search some participants. and i just know who i can ask.

"rosé, join the performance club please!"

i begged her.

i know that she's a shy type and she doesn't really like performing to many people. she just keeps it to herself.

but no, i want her to be with me.

"you know i don't like pㅡ"

"the hyungs asked you, you will surely get trouble if you didn't join."

hah, yes. i used my hyungs as an excuse.

rosé went silent for a moment and looked at me.

"are they serious?"

i nodded.

"ugh, okay!"

then a smile crept on my face.

...

ahh the past, that was so childish of me.

"oh? look you suddenly look sad. the time you spaced out from us you smiled like a freak."

hoseok hyung said.

a freak?

i was more than a freak back then when i was still with her.