Forbidden (Jimin X Reader)

~36~

You quickly scatter back to the sink as you hear Jimin walking to the door again. You feel some tears threatening to fall out of your eyes. You avert your gaze to your trembling hands, while breathing slowly, trying to calm yourself down. Out of the comer of your eye, you could see Jimin re-entering and closer the door, before leaning against the closed door.

"Y/n we need to have a serious talk." He says bluntly.

You face him, giving up on holding back. You see his surprised expression when he sees you crying, making you want to cry even more.

"What m-makes you t-think that I would e-ever want to t-talk to you?" You stutter, as tears rolled down your cheeks.

Jimin walked closer towards you, making you move closer toward him, which caught him by surprise again, but he continued to walk towards you anyways. As he reaches your still standing body, he puts his arms around you, pulling you into a hug. You nuzzle your face into his chest as he places his chin on top of your head, making you feel calmer.

You just stand there for a while, letting him comfort you, even though he was the reason for your sadness. After a while you let go of him, but he still holds you tightly against his chest, like he didn't want to let you go.

"Jimin?"

"Can we stay like this? Just for a while longer?"

You wrap your arms around his neck as he pulls you up a bit, making you stand on your toes as he wraps his arms around your waist, tightly pulling you towards himself. He pats your hair down as you calm down a bit. You look up at him, as he stares into your eyes.

~Jimin's POV~

I stand out side and sigh as I end the call. I really don't like lying to Y/n, I really love her and would do anything not to lose her. I walk back to the kitchen and close the door behind me after entering the room. I look at Y/n as I want to continue our conversation from earlier.

"Y/n we need to have a serious talk."

I decided that I was going to talk to her and tell her everything. I want to be honest with her. I want her to stay with me and love me as much as I love her. I suddenly got shocked when I see her face. She was crying.

"What m-makes you t-think that I would e-ever want to t-talk to you?" She stuttered, as tears rolled down her cheeks.

I didn't know what to do. I thought of maybe going towards her and comforting her. I know this all has been ruff on her and I don't want to her her, or for her to be hurt. I decided to just try it out.

As I walked closer to her she surprises me by also stepping closer. I took that as a sighn of her asking me to comfort her and that is actually what I did. I walked to her and wraped my arms around her waist as she wraped her arms around my body, nuzzling her face into my chest.

He body was nice and warm. I didn't want to let go of her. After a while I felt her arms leave my body, which made me press her tighter against my chest, not wanting her to go away.

"Jimin?"

"Can we stay like this, just for a while longer?" I asked her.

She wraps her arms around my neck as I pull her up a bit, wanting to feel her more. I felt her body heat mix with mine again. She looked up at me and I saw her red, puffy eyes stare into mine. I felt so bad for some reason. I don't even know what she was crying about, but it felt like it was my fault.

~Y/n POV~

'I don't know what to do right now. I don't want to move away from him and let him go, what if that person he was talking to was his secret girlfriend or something? I don't want to be the someone extra. I want to be his and I want him to be mine. And only mine. I don't want to share him. I know I have done some bad things to him. But he has also hurt me before. I know it doesn't help things when I go to Tae or Kookie, but it is the only why I can make Jimin realize that he also needs me as much as I need him. And that he wants me in his life as much as I want him in my life.'

"Hey guys are you two just going to stand there and hold each other the whole time or what?"

We both jump away from one another as we hear another voice. We look at the origin of the voice and see all of the boys standing there and looking at us.

'Oh my gosh! How long have they been standing there?'

You look at Jimin, seeing him scratch the back of his neck as his cheeks tint a bit pink because of his embarrassment heating up his body. You just look at Jin again. Well since they all just saw you and Jimin hugging it must be okay right. You were just hugging each other and not doing anything else.

"Uhmm... Well are you all ready to go home?" You ask, breaking the silence.

"Yeah, let's go home."

Jimin says as he walks past everyone, heading upstairs to go and pack his bags. You just stay silent as you also head upstairs and going to your room to pack. Soon after everyone went upstairs and started packing and getting ready to head back home.

Everyone goes to the car after locking up and packing their bags into the boot. You sit next to Jimin in the middle seats. Infront of you is Tae and Hobi. Driving the suv is Jin and next to him is Yoongi. Behind you and Jimin, right in the back is Kookie and Joonie.

You put your earphones in as you see Jimin wanting to talk to you, but as soon as he sees that you put your music on he leaves you alone, leaning against his window and you decide to do the same. Looking in the opisite direction and staring out of your window.

You feel your eyes getting a bit heavy and you closer your eyes, making the sleepiness consume you and you fall asleep, listening to he sweet piano melody playing in your ears.

~Jimin's POV~

I sit, looking out of my window. I suddenly feel something being placed on my shoulder softly, making me turn around slowly. I see Y/n's sleeping face as she turns around, placing her head even more on my shoulder.

I wipe her hair out of her face as she inhales and exhales slowly. I just wish she know how beautiful she was. I wish she knew how much she means to me. I just wish she knew how much I love her.

I just want her to forgive me and be mine as much as I want to be hers. I want her to know that I am hers and only hers. But then she must also be mine and only mine. But I quess that is to much to ask for.

And then I still have to go and pick Ara from the airport. I wonder what Y/n would think about her. I hope she accepts her and loves her as much as I love her. If I am to be with Y/n she needs to like Ara.

Ara is a part of my life and she will have to like her otherwise I won't struggle in trying to get Y/n back. I love both of them and there is no way in hell that I am going to choose between them, it is ether I have both of them or non of them.

But there is no way that I would be able to live without one of them, because I need both of them to still live my life happily.

(In-edited)

~An~

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