bts Jin ff ( I woke up in my bias room ) ( +18 one shot )

chapter 3 : my life as a bts member

after i got accepted in big hit i filmed my first solo song " break me " it was so emotional and dramatic vocal and rap song and i almost cried while singing but luckily hobi and taetae were there for me they really helped me with my notes and lines at first it wasn't easy for me to combine between vocals and raps but it was easy because of them it was so easy so here the song goes

( imagine your self singing )

" woooooow oooooooooooh whoaaaaa yeaaaaa , i know how much love is painful but i still have some hope , i really know how to break myself into pieces but for some reason i can't , oooooooooh can someone plz save me , ooooooooooh can someone plz break me , oooooooooh i know that no one understands me , oooh oooooooh woooooooow " * vocals line finished *

" no no no you don't even know how i feel , yea yea yea it really feels so so so real , i only only know what's in your mind , wow wow wow you really are so full of your self " * rap line finished *

" you were saying that want me , you were saying that you love meeeeeeeee , but all of this was just a lieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , can someone plz take me , can someone plz hurt me , i can accept all this paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain * high note line * everything around me is falling apaaaaart , i have no where to goooooooooooooo oh woooooooooooooow * high note again * yea yea break me break my heart yea yea show me how much your cold towards i don't care anymooooooooooore * high note again * " * vocal line finished *

" hahaha what did you say no no no i will walk away i don't i don't really care and i will never ever let slip away i will show you how much your fake love hurt me now it's your turn to suffer just like me " * rap line finished *

" hey what are you talking about , baby i didn't lie to youuuuuuuu , but i have to say you were riggggggggght , i really made you suffer , im sorry plz forgive me , no shut up baby , what you've done isn't that eaaaaasy yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , break me break me , kill me kill me , save me save me , heal me heal me , you really break meeeeeeeeee , breaaaaaaaak.......meeeeeeeee.........oooooooooooooooooooooooh woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow * high note * " * vocal line finished *

then after the song was finished all of bts cried and clapped for me i was so happy then jin waved at me and folded his arm to hug me so i ran to him and almost fell off but luckily he grabbed me and hugged me while crying then we were staring at each other then started talking
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jin's pov

wow..........her song is so deep.............is that how much she suffered all these years ?! ouch that really broke my heart i really love her i swear i will protect her i will never leave her alone ever again * cries and claps *

then she ran to me and almost fell off phew luckily i caught her just in time

jin : yu-ah * cries and hugs you tightly * is that how much you suffered ?!

yuko : jin * cries and hugs u tightly * y-yea i feel so lonely...........i need someone who loves me...........understands me.............be there for me

jin : then * cries and shows you a ring * marry me................i love you.................i need you in my life.................i want to make you smile i want to be there for you...................i promise to never leave your side

yuko : jin-ah * cries and looks at the ring *

jin : will you marry me yu-ah ?! plz ?! * cries and looks at you with a smile *

yuko : yes............yes..............yes yes yes yes * cries and smiles *

jin : * puts the ring in your finger and hugs you tightly * i love you so much yu-ah

yuko : i love you too jagiya * cries and smiles while hugging you *

end of jin's pov
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author's message

hi cuties thx for reading this chapter i hope you enjoyed this ff i will write the last chapter now so see ya in the next chapter cuties love ya XD