Yn Pov
Chresanto is till in the hospital in a coma I'm out . It's been 3 weeks and today is his birthday. I never left the hospital , I never slept and I hardly eat. I shower when my mom brings me clothes when she bring the twins to come see me everyday . I'm staying here by chres side no matter what.. No matter what he puts me thru I'll still be here . Believe it or not. Right now I'm holding Chresantos hand and watching tv. The door opened and I looked at the door and it was princeton
" Hey Yn"
" Hey" I sat up a little
" Why do you sit in the hospital everyday?"
" Because I'm waiting on chres to wake up , I'm not leaving him"
" I think you should think that he might .... He might not wake up he uh don't even look like he's going to get better"
I stood up
" Are you fucking kidding me !? What the hell is wrong with you? You came here just to tell me that and ruin my day so I can leave? I'm not leaving him! He's going to wake up soon believe it or not! How could you say that ? He's your " Bro" and you suppose to think on the bright side like I am! You're an asshoe!" I started to cry
" Yn I'm sorry" he tried to come up to me
" GET THE HELL AWAY!"
He looked at me for a minute then left. I sat back in the chair and cried. I grabbed chres hand and started to talk to him
" Chresanto please... Wake up I love you I miss you the twins miss you and I don't know what they'll do without a dad baby.." I sniffed " the twins can walk now , my mom taught them I know your going to make it..right?"
I kissed his lips then pulled the cover over him , I looked at him for a second then fell to sleep
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" Yn .. Yn Wake up!" Somebody said shaking me
I didn't recognize their voice , I rubbed my eyes and I saw it was a doctor
" Yes?"
" Chresanto.. he's ... dead"
Tears started coming down my face . I looked at Chresanto and he had an cover covering his body
" No he's not dead . HE CANT BE DEAD!"
I got up and started to walk to him. My knees got weak. I pulled the cover off his face and their was laying his pale lifeless body. I fell to my knees and cried
" No..No...No...No!!" I screamed
My mom walked in and tried to help me up
" Yn come on baby get up"
" He's not dead" I shook my head
I didn't want to believe .. He left me..
I don't want to live anymore. I'm only going to stay strong for my kids, I loved chres with all in me!
They walked me out the hospital. My mom helped me in the car and I cried and cried with tears non stopped. We pulled up to her house and she started to get there I stayed there and shook
" Come on Yn"
I shook my head " Why does bad shit always happen to me mama?"
She got back in the car and rubbed my back " if I could answer that I really would"
My phone started vibrating and I answered it , it was trinity
" Hello?" I said sniffing
" Yn.. Are you okay?"
" no" I started crying
" where are you?"
" my moms house"
" I'll be over there"
" okay"
I hung up and put my head in my hands and screamed and cried
My mom eventually took me in the house. I laid in my old room bed and cried and cried. With the door locked Why would god take him away from me ?
I continued to cry and their was a knock on my door I went to go open it and it was trinity she hugged me
" Oo Yn it's okay"
I shook my head " why me ?" I whispered
She rubbed my back " Yn I here for you. Anytime you need me just call me"
I broke the hug and saw her crying . She rubbed my arms
" I'm sorry" she said
I dried my tears
" We can start planing the funeral tomorrow okay?"
I nodded my head
We talked for a while longer then I went in the bathroom and put my hair into a ponytail and splashed some water on my face then went downstairs and saw My mom , Mariah and the twins sitting on the couch in silence
