I am gonna make some things perfectly clear just so ppl know what to expect bc at the moment I am totally done with the bullshit, the abandonment from half of the people I know. And I'm tired of tracking people down and putting myself on the line.
For years people for a very long time has hurt and betrayed me, that kinda why I not even stable enough to be in a relationship honestly cuz I gone through years of trauma, and abuse and also anxiety. If you think for one goddcmn second that I'm doing this for attention or anything else you are dead axx wrong about me. Cuz you don't know shxt about me.
And half of you may come up to me and say" we love you Yuri chan! We will never hurt you!"
Well why not just tell that to your little "friends" huh?
Let me just tell ya something, don't ever dare come up to me and tell me all of that fake petty shxt if you know that you not gonna wanna stay, be loyal or anything. I rather be with someone who is willing to give their 100% for my 100% instead of nothing at all.
For those who know me then you should already get the message about what I'm about without asking a single question. I'm not just some "little girl" you can have for 3 months or so and then decide to throw me away with other people or try to cover up.
I know I'm clingy as hxll but I'm sorry I can't help that cuz I been through some tough shxt in my life and I got no time whatsoever to be dealing with dumb shxt again. If you know you don't wanna stay, and if you know you don't want anything to do with me at the end of the day when you hardly talk to me at all then fine. I have plenty of people telling me that I should get a life and etc..
If you truly want me and truly want me to care for you like you want me to then I genuinely feel like I should feel that. Don't just don't something temporary and then all of sudden be like "I love you blah blah blah"
Cuz guess what? I'm gonna stop you and then I'm gonna say "oh yea? Well where the Fxck were you when I was trying to reach while I was crying?? Where the fxck were you when I was cutting myself bc someone hurt me and gave me an anxiety attack??"
I have 5 friends I know that has been with me through thick and thin through the toughest shxt I ever been through. Fxckin 5!!
So before I close this off let me just say one thing...
Don't ever treat me like I'm some kind of fxckin fool and don't think for a damn second I don't know what you're may or may not be doing. Cuz I will find out either way or you may spill it out yourself, so don't treat me like a fool and fill me with lies
Karma can be a bxtch you know...
