Poems I Wrote

Only then

She sits with a smile on her face
Laughter is all that can be heard
Everyone is haveing a good time

But soon
The laughter dies down
Everyone is tired
Her thoughts aren't though
They're scrambling her brain
Looking for something anything
Anxiety
Depression
Lonliness
Anything
And yet nothing

Only when she's alone,
Only when she has no one
Only when there is no laughter
Only when there's no joy
Only then is her mind racing