10:48 PM
Tue
Today, I've decided to not take the pills. It was frustrating not having any control over my dreams. I felt like a puppet, with my soul imprisoned in my body, letting someone else having control over my actions.
And I don't remember much from my dreams. No more detailed memories but just shattered pieces of them. Aside from that, I also lost my ability to jot down my dreams in my diary by just thinking. I used to be able to write them down just by thinking in my mind... The words would just appear by itself. Every time I wake up, there'll be a new entry in my diary. However, now I have to write them down myself... Worse, I don't even remember them.
So today, I'm not going to take the pills.
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Short Story11:11 AM Fri He invited me to a date. I said no. --- | au | genre: angst, tradgedic started: june 25, 2018 slow updates. 2018 © 14ross-05 ; hiatus
