[ entry one; december, 2012 ]
today is the day i'm free from you. happy? contented? serene? those aren't the words i choose to describe my feelings at all. you've been... nonchalant all this time. you've never once espied my adherence, love. nevertheless, i still forgive you. ask me whenever, i still love you. you've always been the one i loved. and you will always be.
i've cut contact with you... should i regret it? i still have no clue whether you're trying to text or call me. i should be wondering; are you even trying..?
what you've done to me was wrong, honey. i admit. but as i said, i forgive you.
