I'm Sorry{TodoDeku Soulmate AU}

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Todoroki PoV

This feeling has always helped me throughout my childhood.I loved it.It was the only Love I relied on and ever needed.

It was with me for 17 years.17 years it kept me comforted and safe.But I just had to be stupid and made a mistake.

My soulmate..I yelled at him for trying to help me..For trying to help me open up, saving me and breaking himself.

I felt like garbage.I am garbage.I'm fucking trash and I should be thrown out.

My heart aches everytime I look at him now.I've tried so many times to apologize to him.To give him everything I have just so he can love me again.

He tried so hard to give me the love I didn't even fucking deserve.

I try again today.Yet again, another fail.

"Midoriya, please-"I pleaded at his saddening figure."I'm so sorry.I was just mad and-"

"Todoroki...It's alright.It's my fault for being so nosy and annoying.."Midoriyas voice slightly broke, but was covered up quickly.

I tear up again, after the 20th time I try today.

"Stop it, Todoroki..I forgive you, just..Leave me alone.."Midoriya walks away.

I was left broken for days at end.I didn't eat, I didn't sleep..I..I just couldn't feel anything.

Midoriya is too kind as to just not tell anybody.I should be shunned, hated and ignored.

I want to tell everybody what I've done, but I don't want people swarming Midoriya.

I lay in bed after getting a beating from my father.He's been so angry lately, after I Well...Stopped trying at all.I was so weak I couldn't even configure my ice.

I fall asleep and had the worst possible nightmare ever.

~nightmare~

I float over a hallway.I remember this hallway..This hallway, where..

"Tch, Do you always butt in other peoples business?"A figure that resembled me scoffed, angry at the fact that maybe Midoriya wasn't his soulmate.

"W-wha, no..Todoroki-Kun, I-"Midoriyas figure stuttered, reaching his hand out for me.

I smack it away and huff the most disgusting sentence I've ever said, "You're so fucking trash.No wonder why Bakugou hates you.You're annoying and useless.Why would people ever even fucking want you?I feel bad for whoever your soulmate is."

I watch as his expression turns from guilt into holding in tears.

I don't want to see this again..!

Stop this!Stop showing me this!I don't want to see it!I regret it!I regret it so much!I would give up everything just to go back and correct my mistakes!

I was so stupid.I am so stupid.I should've apologized but my anger kept me going.

"Why do you even try?!What do you know about me?!"I started yelling at his shrinking figure.

"Who do you think you are?!?Trying to butt into my life?!Making everything fucking worse!!"I keep yelling.

I DONT WANT TO SEE THIS!

"Todoroki-Kun!Please!I-"Midoriya kept trying.

"Shut up, you idiot!Why do people even tolerate somebody as annoying as you?!"I regretted every single word, looking at Midoriya.Holding in tears and whimpers.

I just..I couldn't..

I DONT WANT THIS!!!STOP IT!!

~nightmare end~

I shot up in a cold sweat.I didn't want to move, I didn't want to think.I just wanted everything to stop.

Maybe Midoriya would feel better if I would just...Disappear.