Poems 😊

Maybe ....

Maybe today's the day ....

The day I fall in love ...❤️The day I stop hurting ...🔒The day I actually smile for real agin ...🙂The day my dad comes back ....😇The day the power comes back on....🤞🏻The day I get better grades ....👍🏻The day that u say u love me agin....💝The day everything in my world is right agin ....🤗The day that my cuts finally heal ....😊The day that I stop been a bitch ...😜The day we start been freinds agin ....😘

But today's not the today , today's like every other day ...

I don't fall in love ...😔I'm still hurting ....☹️I don't smile a real smile , just fake one like allways ....😩My dad dosent come back ...🤯The power still isn't on....😥My grades are still shit .....🤭You still and probably will never say u love me agin....😵My world still isn't right....😐My cuts are still there and a few new ones have appeared ....🙄I'm am still a bitch .....😱We still aren't freinds .....😕

Maybe drugs could fix this ? Maybe it gets worse , maybe tomorrow's the day and today's just a blur.i don't know what tomorrow holds but I know todays allmost gone 💜

I wrote this in a time in my life when I wanted to die and I'm just trying to influence people that life can suck but you need to smile and live and get though the hard shit and doors will open you never , EVER expected would open