My Story

Bullshit

Recently my life just went down hill. Did God give up on me? I've never cried so hard in my life. I cry all the time but this time it  was different. This time it hurt, it worsened every fucking time I tried calming down. At this point I just want to scream, I want shout "fuck you" to every single person that has complained or gotten mad for the most stupidest reasons. They don't realize that probably somewhere else in this shitty world that there's someone else who has it worse. But shit I'm not any better. why the fuck did God have to create earth why the fuck do we have to work hard and go through so much bullshit just to die in the end like I don't fucking get it. It renders me speechless at the fact that some people can't understand that some people just don't have the time or don't have money to have "fun", they can't understand that being popular doesnt mean shit to me. They ask me "oh how's your summer," " How are you? " but in the end their questions won't matter because someday im gonna leave and they won't remember me. Life is just a bunch of bull fucking shit..