It was Monday night i invited my friends to come over my house,so i bought some snacks and i lit the candles that Ash had brought me for my birthday because we both love fires i also have an instagram account that i am burning things and Ash was filming me!
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. 2 hours later after my friends came,we left my house and we went out to the grotto,we sat there smoking weed until my friends had to go, so it was me and Ash we were making out at his room at the grotto until we heard sirens of police cars we could also smell smoke so we followed the smoke smell and i saw my house on fire!Police officers where over the neighbourhood and firefighters were trying to burn the fire out suddendly a police officer came up to me and said Elisia brown?I could not talk because i was crying and i was shocked Ash was hugging me.And then the officer said to me Elisia i am sorry but your parents did not survived the fire the got trapped into the living room your cousin jake that his in 19 will adopt you after next week!I pulled Ash's hand from my shoulder and i started running i was screaming and i was also crying Ash tried to follow me but he lost me later.
.So when i made sure that Ash had lost me i sat down to the street i was crying and i was thinking that...
. It was my fault i left all the candles burning.
.I deserve something bad.
.I deserve to get suffer from something and not to heal from it.
.I just wanna hurt my self.
.So i will start taking drugs.
.I will start partying and getting drunk.
.And whatever it takes to make myself pay.
Then i heard my phone rang it was Ash but i just ignored it i did not want to talk with him i just needed some time alone!
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. Later:
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. Couple days after:It was Friday i was taking drugs to make myself deal with it and i was refusing to go to my new home with Jake so i was staying on streets smoking weed and i was dealing with other dealers except Ash i hadn't talked to him since Monday.
.Some hours later i got a notification
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I definitely was about to go to that party!
.2 hours after the party had started ,at midnight i was way too drunk and my phone wasn't charged to call someone the last thing i remember was that i vomited!
.I waked up it was like 7:00 am at the morning the first thing i saw was my shoes like ten feet away and when i look behind me there was a guy who was shirtless and he came up to me and he was trying to kiss me.Suddenly i heard a familiar voice and when the guy got off me to see who it was i saw Ash he was holding a gun Ash shot the guy on his leg.He asked me if i was okey but i did not answer i was shocked,he tried to carry me to go me home before the cops come but i was starting screaming because i was still drunk and shocked and i could not understand what was happening so i was screaming until the cops heard me and came the found the guy that tried to raped me and they saw Ash with the gun in his pocket.So they arrested him they took me back home Jake was asking me questions but i did not respond and i just went to my bed!
.When i wake up i remembered everything I JUST REMEMBERED THAT MY BOYFRIEND ASH SHOT THE GUY THAT WAS TRYING TO RAPE ME HE SAVED ME AND HE TRIED TO CARRY ME HOME BUT I WAS SCREAMING LIKE A FUCKING BABY UNTIL THE COPS HEARD ME AND THEY SAW ASH WITH A FUCKING GUN IN HIS POCKET IT WAS MY FUCKING FAULT,FIRST I KILLED MY PARENTS AND NOW?I PUT ASH IN JUVIE I COULD NOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE SO I FOUND MY RAZOR AND I GOT WHAT I DESERVED!
