Teenage Dirtbag

•The Old Me•

the old me wrote in good grammar. the old me wore pink and wrote stories about kings and queens. the old me dated bobbie mcmann. the old me was referred to as elizabeth. the old me had blonde hair and wore little pigtails. elizabeth was a stupid little girl who wanted to be happy her whole life and find true fucking love. then, my foster family gave me up. they promised, "we love you, elizabeth! we would love to adopt you!" two days before my 'adoption' they decided to say they couldnt handle me and i was a nuisance. so, here i am. in a new town, with a new foster family. i still called myself elizabeth. then i decided that i wanted to be lily. the badass motherfucker who gave -2 shits. she told people she hated them. she had black hair with white streaks. she wore vulgar and immodest clothing. i wanted that. so i became her. im a loner, but i wont admit to it. i do drugs and drink. i dont give a fuck and i certainly never will. this is me. i was just being me for two years when a new girl came to school. i avoided her because i heard she came from my old town. i never wanted to be in contact with her. ever. this is the story of how i was forced to.