dear lincoln,
i'm sorry i didn't even said hello on the latest letter.
the pain is consuming me.
i thought it would go away.
but it never did.
and it never will.
i'm so sorry for who i became.
i'm so sorry for everything.
if you haven't met me, you'd be alive.
you'd be running around, drawing on your notebook.
i never threw it away.
i even asked clarke to draw you.
of course this was 6 years ago.
she can't even look at me now.
no one can.
and i don't blame them.
wouldn't it be easier to just end everything?
i could see you again.
my mother.
jasper.
maya.
atom and ilian.
even roan and luna.
i should have never left space.
"If you ever lose someone dear to you, never say the words they're gone. They'll come back."
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pain // linctavia
Fanfiction❛❛ pain is a highly unpleasant physical sensation caused by illness or injury.❜❜ ➵ a book where octavia is haunted by the ghost of lincoln. ( #4 in rickywhittle ) ( linctavia )