thoughts. (ongoing)

orientation.

8/24/18

there are people i wish i had never met.

people i wish i was closer to.

people i wanted to see.

people i love.

people i hate.

(fine dislike.)

i don't hate anyone, idk nobody has ever held such a high pedestal in my heart.

i keep a distance.

or at least i think i do.

my sister doesn't like some of my friends.

i tried to explain.

i don't know.

she likes one of them.

she says that their respectful.

i agree.

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at orientation.

i felt weird.

i felt like i didn't belong.

something was wrong.

i don't know.

it could just be me.

or i could be over reacting.

i'll figure it out i guess.