Chapter 1

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Drink,drink,drunk,drunk, drunk,die,die,die,cry,cry,cry. The only words I heard when I got a phone call from the hospital saying my mother has died from cancer.
I looked over and saw a bottle of vodka... a tear ran down my eye as I drank, i blacked out and when I woke up the next day hearing 2 crying babys my sisters faith and hope they are twins the house was a mess as I passed out

KC KC KC KC as my friend yelled shaking me I felt a tear run down my eye KC are you okay my best friend CJ told me girl are you crying because of your mother's death she hugged me and said you need to be strong for your sisters as she gave me a warm embracing hug today is my mother's death anniversary it also faith's and hope's birthday my mom was pregnant and had cancer I took faith and hope

home when my mom stayed in the hospital I've been raising the twins ever since my mom died and today is there birthday they are officially 5 years old faith and hope kept singing the birthday song I should have never taught them that

I rushed home to get Dressed I
wore ripped black jeans , a grey jacket my high top vans and my black small black bag to tie it together

I rushed to my car and got in I prayed to good and said thank you for waking me up this morning thank you for letting my sisters live 5 years and thank you for letting me go 4 years sober  I rushed to the mall to buy my baby girls a outfit I know ...

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I rushed to my car and got in I prayed to good and said thank you for waking me up this morning thank you for letting my sisters live 5 years and thank you for letting me go
4 years sober  I rushed to the mall to buy my baby girls a outfit I know what you are thinking how does she have no parents and she is spending all this money my mother and father were rich they gave us all there Fortune when I turned 17 the first thing I did was put money to the girls college funds and mine I went to justice because the girls love my
Justice I bought them both a red dress with ear rings

This is the twins and there birthday outfit !!!!!!!.

As i was driving to the day care I was singing my favorite song Japan Baby girl what you doin You know what I'm sayin'I just- that's just how I like to do it, know what I'm sayin' (Dexter)My real name is Dexter, hahaI got a lot of more diamonds to...

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As i was driving to the day care I was singing my favorite song Japan
Baby girl what you doin
You know what I'm sayin'
I just- that's just how I like to do it, know what I'm sayin' (Dexter)
My real name is Dexter, haha
I got a lot of more diamonds too
I just got new diamonds by the way
Uh, woah
Dexter, huh
Uh, yeah, uh what
Baby girl, what you doing, where your mans? (where your man)
I just popped a xan, fifty thousand in Japan (fifty thousand in Japan)
You know what I'm sayin'
I ain't doin' no playin', you dig (Dexter)
Dexter (Dexter)
Ooh, huh, wait, what
Uh, yeah, what
Baby girl, what you doing, where your mans?

By the last word I was there at the day care I fixed there car seats and took there clothes I went into the daycare to see nick he owns the daycare he is the same age as me he dropped out of high school to go to college early to get his business license to open this place nick came to me and I asked how was faith and hope they were good he said  are you still going to the party ya I'll be a little late okay can you help me wake them up I have to get them dress okay we woke the twins up and got them dress nick closed the car door and we were on are way
I took them to the backyard and they were so amused with the decorations

By the last word I was there at the day care I fixed there car seats and took there clothes I went into the daycare to see nick he owns the daycare he is the same age as me he dropped out of high school to go to college early to get his business l...

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After the party the twins are a sleep and it's time for me to go to work CJ watched the twins at night so I can work then a ding came it was my phone

Boyfriend😘💍💋.
Me:hey baby the girls were looking forward to see you where were you
Boyfriend: I need to tell you something important
Me: baby you been acting different these past few weeks
Boyfriend: I think we should break up
Me: ok
* boyfriend contacted deleted*

I got in the car and called out of work and looked at my notes 4 years solber a tear came down my eye as I started the car I was driving around until I end up at the bar may I have shots I asked the bartender she  came with the shots I turned around and saw my past my mom dying the twins being born I put money on the table and went home then I get a knock on the door it's Nick I burst into tears as Nick asked me what's wrong my boyfriend broke up with me
1 hour later

As me and Nick sat down Nick it's a good thing your ex broke up with you I looked confused and asked him why he smiled and said now I can ask you on a date so will you go on a date with me.....................

This is KC

This is Nick

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This is Nick

This is Nick

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