Poems and Writings

Part 6

20/07/2018

'Did you ever fall for someone?'

    Yes, I have fallen for someone.
    I fell so deeply in love that I didn't
    recognise myself anymore.

    I fell so deeply in love that every
    second I couldn't talk to him, I
    missed him, and needed him, more
    and more.

    I fell so deeply in love, the thought of
    him leaving me was so far away, yet
    so close by.

    The fear of him leaving me, got so big
    to the point where he actually left
    me, broken and confused.

    I fell so deeply in love that he could
    break my heart in a thousand uneven
    pieces, making it hard to find myself
    again.

    I fell so deeply in love once, that I'm
    afraid to fall again. Not believing that
    he's different. Not trusting that he's
    different.

    Living with this fear that he might
    hurt me. He will hurt me. And I'm
    not ready to put effort into
    something, if he will leave me in the
    end.

    I'm so afraid of falling in love again.
    Of getting hurt again. Of him leaving
    me again...