Thoughts

Cyclic

I feel
good after so long,
But I also know that It won't last long.
So I try to live life to it's fullest,
There's a little bit of hope and relief,
Relief that I am so tired to think more
But I also know that It won't last long.
I know that again insecurities will wrap me,
Hold me tight and It won't let me go,
I try to escape but It will find me,
I try to hide but It will come and get me,
I try to run and run and run but It will chase after me,
I try try try and finally can escape for a while,
Be happy and feel good but It's cyclic
It won't last long.