Still Dan's POV
I have woken up to the worse sound ever... My alarm clock. Honestly whoever invented that god forsaken thing should be hung! I eventually crawled out of bed to turn it off and get ready for yet another hellish day at college. I went to check my hair in the mirror when i noticed the bruise on my cheek. I couldn't help sighing at it and thinking that i would just have to cope with it.
School was actually worse than i thought it would be. The name calling had gotten worse to the point where i couldn't even repeat them. The pushing around had gotten more frequent. My lecturers didn't even care anymore. They were sick of trying to help me. I honestly thought that they didn't want to teach anyone that was gay.
By the time i got home. I felt worthless. Maybe dad is right, maybe i am a worthless piece of shit.
I just went straight upstairs to my room and logged into Skype, just like i promised Phil. Once i was completely logged in i got a call. At least someone wants to talk to me.
"Hi Phil" i said while trying to sound happy. How could you be happy if you had a day like mine?
"Oh my god. Your cheek? Did he really do that?" Phil asked sounding shocked
"Its fine" i sighed... It really wasn't fine but i don't want him to know that.
"Dan, that is not fine. You should put up with him doing that" he nearly shouted. Does someone actually care about me?
"I do. Phil i have no where else to go... No one wants me" i said and i could feel the tears forming in my eyes.
"I sure someone wants you. You are a great person Dan, and you don't have to put up with it. Its your life" he smiled. Maybe he has a point, just maybe. I don't want to get my hopes up.
"i know" i sighed. Yeah... I sigh a lot.
"so. Why is your life your life annoying?" he asked sounding concerned.
"I can't say" i whispered
"Please" he said while giving me the puppy dog face
"Phil, i just can't" i reasoned
"Ok. Let's just talk" he smiled.
And that what we did. We spoke to each other for a good few hours. We even arranged to meet up next Friday because i'm not at college. But until then i just have to talk to him on Skype. And who knows maybe. I will actually have someone who will be there for me and actually like me for who i am. And not hate me because i'm gay.
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look after you (phan/amazingphil and danisnotonfire)
Fanfictiondaniel howell is 16 and living with his parents, he has no friends as at the age of 14 annocced he was gay, he is costanly bullied. when he's on youtube he is a completly diffrent person who is absesed with a youtuber called amazingphil. they easily...
