•Sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ•NCT•

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Have you ever kept a secret from the people your closest with?

"Alec Hyung!"

To tell you the truth my name isn't Alec nor am I a male. My name is y/n...

My whole life I wanted to be famous so when the chance came up I went for it.

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"WHAT!?" I yelped my voice filled with confusion.

You see I've been training under SM entertainment for about three years. I've always wanted to be a Kpop idol since I was a little girl.

Music is my passion and what I want to do.

"A b-boy?" I was frozen from shock. My manger just explained to me that if I want to be in a group I have to dress like a boy... in a boy group!

"Why?" I asked with a shaky voice. "Well y/n we are wanting to expand a group and you are very talented, plus Lee Soo-man believes your voice and visuals wouldn't fit in a girl group."

I'm offended!

"Pretty much we just think you would be a great member in the group."

"How exactly are you going to make me look like a actual boy!" I sighed putting my face in my hands. "Well y/n it's not as difficult as you think we will just cut your hair and bandage your cleavage, we are very lucky with you since you really don't have hips."

"Y/n this is a great opportunity I get it's not exactly what you imagined but you have been training for three years you need this break sweet heart!"

"Fine I'll do it..."

She's right I need this break even though I'd be lying about my gender this is important if I want to follow my dreams.

"There is just one thing." What else could there possibly be! "You can not tell any of the boys in the group, we will have staff that know of your gender but it is very important that this does not go public."

Is she frickin nuts!!!

"Well now we just need to get you ready for debut!" She said giving me the brightest smile I think I've ever seen her have.
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"Hyung open the door! I have to take a shower!" Oh crap! "Almost done Chenle!" I yelled back quickly putting on my bandage and fixing my hair.

Today we are going to weekly idol this is the second time we are going all together. Last time was a huge mess. Don't get me wrong I had a blast but the whole time it was just a HUGE mess. (You where revealed around the same time as Jungwoo, Kun, and Lucas.)

"All done." I said exiting one of the dorm washrooms. "Thank gosh Hyung, you took forever!" Chenle said as he ran inside the bathroom with with a towel and clothes.

I'm still really awkward with the boys especially in the dorms because every couple minutes someone walks out with no shirt on. It's even more difficult when you share a room with three boys. (A/n: I'm well aware that all of NCT does not live in one dorm but for this they do.) I wish I could tell them to cover up but obviously they would think i was weirder than usual. Also I wish I could tell them I'm a girl, but that's one of
The scariest things I'll ever have to say to them. What if they hate me or treat me differently?

"Alec have you eaten?" Mother TY asked me as I passed by him. "Not yet but I will later." I heard him sigh before he continued to walk to I'm guessing his room.

Taeyong and I are very close. He's always there if you need help he truly is one of the nicest people I've ever met. Pretty much everyone in the group is super nice, I've never had any issues with any of them. I'm also really close with the 00 line since I'm apart of it.

I walked around for a bit trying to find my shoes. I hate it here some times because your clothes and shoes always get stolen. I'm always scared that someone is gonna go through my stuff and find my lady products.

Out of no where I started feeling an extremely well known feeling in my Lower abdomen. "Frick"I murmured as I ran to me Jungwoo, Jeno, and Yuta's room. Luckily we have a bathroom.

I just had to get my period today! I roughly knocked on are washroom door. "Open the door!"

"Yah Alec chill it's open!"

Lucas?

I opened the door to see a shirtless Lucas brushing his teeth. I felt my cheeks burn. This is not the first time I've seen him shirtless but boy. "Get out!" I said pushing him out of the bathroom. "Gosh!"he mumbled before I slammed the door in his face and locked the door.

I quickly got my tampons from my hiding spot. After I finished up I opened the door to see a really confused Lucas with his tooth brush hanging out of his mouth. "Hahah sorry I just forgot to um wash my f-feet, Yah my feet!" Lucas stared at me for a minute before he re entered the bathroom. "Feet?"I heard him mumble.

I need to find something for my cramps before we leave because I do not know if I would be able to deal with anyones bull shit today.

I walked over to my bed and looked around in my drawers and pillow cases, until I found some medicine for the cramps.

I grabbed my glass of water from last night and quickly swallowed the pills. "Alec! Were you just taking pills!!!" Yuta yelled grabbing the bottle from me.

"What is 'midol'?" He read out. "It's for muscle cramps, I have one." I said giving him a small smile. It's for cramps but I'm not very sure if you call a vagina a muscle.

"Do you want some help with that?" He said giving me a wink. "I'm great at messages."

What the heck Yuta!?

"No thank you h-Hyung." I stuttered grabbing the medicine from him and stuffing it back in my drawer. Why is Yuta such a flirt? He started to chuckle and walk away before he turned around and "Ah Alec, I was told to tell you to hurry up!"

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We've been on weekly idol for about twenty minutes and we have been doing challenges and fun stuff like that. I was completely distracted because I did my bandage up to tight and I still had light cramps.

"Ah Alec!" One of the MC's said making me zone back into reality. "Um yes!" I said cheerfully giving them a huge smile.

"Ah so cute" the other MC cooed "do you have any secret talents or any secrets you would like to share."

Well you see I'm actually a female who's on her period and just wants to cry and eat food instead of sitting here and suffer of pain and embarrassment.

"Ah yes I can bend in different ways" both of the MC's told me to show them so I got up and did a couple of tricks and scared some of my members. The dream members didn't seem to be fazed.

"Wow where did you learn all those cool tricks?" Gymnastics "I stretch a lot..."

Wow I suck at lying!

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So this is my first chapter I hope you enjoy it!

Love youuuu ~mak <3