•Sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ•NCT•

N I N E

It's about four in the morning right now... I have zero clue why I am awake, BUTTTTTTT at least I don't have to rush today.

We have dance practice today and Winwin, Lucas, Jaemin, Haechan and I are going to get some ice cream and get Christmas gifts later.. idk.

I got Mark for secret Santa this year and I'm really exited! I'm not quite sure what I'm gonna get him but I need to make it GREAT.

IT WOULD BE EASY IF I GOT TY....

I'd just buy him cleaning supplies. Johnny got him a bunch of fabreeze last year and apparently he almost killed John D. I hope someone good gets my name, if Lucas gets me... good god.

I was super bored so posted a selfie on Instagram. it was from yesterday morning lol. Im lazy bitch

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I'm tired! Also how is everyone? Stay safe and eat well.

Comments...

Jaehyuns_milk: kinda screamed in class... my teacher probably thinks I'm messed but idc NCT POSTS I SCREAM

Ice_cream38: I thought Lucas posted :'( he is my favourite and he never posts.

ALECCisBAE00: MY BIASSSS. ALSO SLEEP YOU CHILD!!!

SugarPlum: they did surgery on a grape...

Ncts_Main_Hoe27: you look pale? Are you sick? Where is Doyoung? Kun? Taeyong? IS THERE ANYONE ELSE TO HELP THIS CHILD AND MAKE SURE HES OKAY!

I smiled at the comments that were flooding in from are NCtzens. They must be international fans! Luckily for me I lived in Ottawa  Canada with my mom for a bit when my dad was over seas in Finland... before he passed.

My dad was in the army.. I miss him. He passed away from a heart attack. I think my mom never really explained what happened to him. She never really tells me anything.

My mom doesn't really talk to me.. I think she's embarrassed that I am in a boy group and acting like a boy. Shes probably having fun with her boyfriend and his two kids, She's happy which makes me happy.

Ima text her! I miss my mom even though she's kinda mean to me.

Hi mom it's y/n

I waited for a response.. not for very long though .

Thought you go by Alec now? I guess you still have some respect for your given name. Anyways Hi.

Only on stage Mom and how are you and Andrew?

Don't call him Andrew you call him dad.

Sorry... how's Leah and Ethan?

You care! They are fine. Leah is Turing 8 this Friday.

Lol mom I love Leah and Ethan! And 8 hoLLy shit.

Don't swear. Those boys are making you such a different girl.

Mom they are not, they help me a lot. Taeyong even taught me how to make cakes! I'll have you make you one when you come visit next!

Y/n we are to busy to visit you plus it's expensive and it would take up are time. Also I'm surprised you can bake, you never helped here so good job.
Also how many of them have you hooked up with... living with 18 men is disgusting.

Mom! How dare you! They don't even know!

Bye I need to take care of my kids

End of chat...

"Fuck you Andrew and your two kids, and sack load of money"

"It's to expensive my ass." I mumbled going back onto instagram and looking at some fan art that fans had made. They are all so funny and talented .

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It's been about an hour. All I've done is watch some YouTube videos and fan cams. "And this is?" I say clicking onto a video called Jelec moments. It was just videos of me walking past Jennie from black pink and when I bowed at her and just normal stuff.

Some fans take shipping TO REAL. I like BlackPinks music a lot but I've never even talked to Jennie! UGHHHHH.

"Alec are you awake?" Jeno hummed from his top bunk. Did I wake him? "Jeno did I wake you?"

I heard a couple of shuffles from the top bunk and then Jeno got down from his bunk.

"Why are you up so early?" He whined shuffling to the bathroom. I quickly put on one of my sweaters that I took off last night. I just wore a loose t shirt for the night it was really warm, but maybe covering up might relax me in front of Jeno.

When Jeno exited the bathroom he came over to my bed and layer on top of me. "Yah move your heavy."

"Are you calling me fat?" He giggled trying to snuggle me. "Stop I don't wanna snuggle with Jeno no jam." I didn't wanna snuggle. I dislike skin ship it makes me uncomfortable.

"Your mean!" He snapped just trying to kill Me by hugging me super tight. "I can't breathe you loser." I huffed.

"Ya ya, Give me your phone." He said snatching it away from me and going to Instagram. "Cute selfie, if I took one right now I would look like trash."

"Shut up before I kick you." He laughed before trying to squeeze me to death again. My phone dropped onto the floor while the lil bitch was trying to cuddle me.

"If it's broken I swear to god..." I cursed under my breathe making sure Jeno could still hear me though. "Thank goodness it's okay!" He said picking it up.

"Can we please cuddle?" He asked one last time giving me a sad face. "Fine but I wanna watch tv." I grabbed my phone and started watching my favourite show as Jeno cuddled me to death making me want to slightly throw him across the room. I would never do that to him.

Also jeez he should've roomed with Jaemin... Jisung says he is always trying to cuddle him.

Also I ship a Jaemin and Jeno....

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Probably so many mistakes butttt it's 11 pm and I'm tired. At least I'm uploading!!!