seb and chris imagines

read this if- {seb}

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i walk into my apartment, finding an envelop on the counter

it says: 'read this if i've fucked up' on the front of the envelop in a familiar messy handwriting

i flip it over, taking the sheet of paper out, unfolding it

the letter is dated two years ago, around when we first started dating

'you're reading this, meaning that i've done something wrong. i'm sorry for whatever i did that put our beautiful relationship in jeopardy. just know that i am doing everything that i can to try and fix my mistake, but obviously it isn't working out because you are reading this.

baby, i can not possibly tell you how sorry i am or even begin to. and i don't expect you to trust me again or have full faith in me, but i really hope that you won't give up on us because i could never live a day without you. you are my whole world and i can guarantee that as you are reading this, i'm a crying mess somewhere.

whatever i've done, it was stupid and irresponsible. i wasn't thinking straight and i was being arrogant. over all, i've messed up, greatly, and i just hope that after reading this that maybe you'll give me another chance to make things right again. from the bottom of my heart, i am so, so sorry and i love you with my whole being.

hopefully i will see you soon, love, but if i don't, i hope that you could at least give me some type of closure.

until then, ill be waiting,

sebastian'

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