•Dan's pov•
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I've been thinking alot lately about how I'm ready for stuff with Phil. I haven't been paying much attention to the movie.
"Dan? Are you okay?" He says pulling me from my thoughts.
"Um..Yeah just thinking about stuff."
"What are you thinking about?" He asks taking the remote and pausing the movie.
"Just about you and I."
"What about us? Do you want to brake up?" He asks.
"No, heck no. I was just think about how am ready for the next step in our relationship."
"What would that next step be?" He asks.
"Um...sex? Phil I think I'm ready." I say looking down hiding my face in his chest. Being embarrassed that I even brought it up.
"Dan do you really think you are ready? You only lose your virginity once. Are you sure you want to lose that to me?" He says rubbing his hand through my hair.
"I'm sure I want to, I wouldn't want to lose it to anyone else." I say looking into his eyes.
"Okay I think your first time should be special.""What if I said I want it tonight?" I ask
"Are you sure? I mean if you want it I want to, I mean I've wanted to for awhile now. I just knew that I was going to wait for you, not push you into anything."
"I'm sure. I really want to. Thank you for waiting for me." I say
"Of course, well would you feel more comfortable being a top or a bottom?"
"Well I've always thought I'm a bottom, so bottom." I say
"Thank god I though you would try topping. I prefer topping, but I have bottomed before.""C-can I ask you something?"
"Of course bear."
"Does it hurt?"
"It feels weird and I'm not going to lie it does hurt at first, but then it feels amazing. I've bottomed before it's was good, but I would never do it again. I'm just a top kind of guy." He says
"Okay so it hurts then feels good?"
"Yup."
"I want to do. I'm ready."
"Okay I want to also, but we don't have anything. So if you want to we would have to make a store run."
"Okay let me go ask if we can run to the store and I will be right back."
"Okay hurry back.""Mom's?" I ask walking into their room.
"Yes?" They say at the same time.
"Could Phil and I go to the store real quick?"
"At 11:27 at night you want to go to the store?" Ella asks
"Yeah?"
"What do you even need." Emma asks
"Umm...stuff." I say looking down at my feet.
"Oh Dan okay you can go, but be safe use protection. Please don't be so loud Ella and I want sleep tonight." Emma says
"Mommmmmmaaaaaa. Don't talk like that, and I will try to be quite." I say with a wink and walk out."She said that we could go, and to stay quite tonight." I say standing in the door way.
"Okay then let's go."
We put our shoes on, and go to Phil's car.•••
"This is weird Phil."
"What's weird?"
"Going to the store at 11:41 at night, to buy lube and condoms." I laugh
"Yeah your right it is weird, but we aren't normal." He laughs.We get to the store and hop out.
"Phily this is weird. Can't you just grab the stuff by yourself."
"No you are coming with me because it's my dick going in your ass. Now get your ass out of this car so I can get in your ass."
"Finnnnneeeee." I whine getting out of the car.We walk into the store. And no one is in there except two other person.
"Phil they are looking at us, they know what we are going to do later." I lean over and whisper in his ear.
"Dan there's is two other people in the store, stop being paranoid. They don't care that we are going to have some nice gay butt sex later. Trust me they don't care."
"Okay if you say so, let's just get the stuff we need and get the frick out of here."We walk down to find the stuff we need. Grab the condoms and lube, and then we are out to the cashier.
"Hello." The cashier says
"Hi." We both say
"Will that be all?" She asks
We both nod.
"Okay that will be $22.14." She says.
Phil takes out hs wallet and pays.
"Okay thank you and have a fun time tonight you to." She say with a wink and hands us our bag.
"Thanks. We plan on having a good time." Phil says grabbing the bag, and my hand then we walk out of the store.I'm freezing my tits off.
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