4. an entry about your worst fear
i was always so scared of caleb hurting himself.
as a child, he was fearless. he thought he was
invincible, and he'd do anything. only now, i'm
afraid because he's not doing anything. i don't
want to lose him, i'm so afraid to lose him. it's
really only ever been caleb and i. our parents
were always more concerned with money and
status. he's all i've ever had.
caleb and i didn't want anything to do with it, and
now our parents tell us that maybe if we were more
like them, we wouldn't be in so much pain.
i still don't understand why you kept me from running
away that night, because now i have no choice but to
stay.
