Lately I struggle to fall asleep.Thoughts and memories race in my head.When I finally close my eyes, nightmares , voices and screams drown me.It has been like this for the last couple of years.Since me and George broke up, it has only become worse.He 'd always calm me down when I woke up shouting and crying in the middle of the night.I miss George...
Having to wake up at 7 in the morning to go to work doesn't help with my problem ,either.Dealing with traffic first thing in the morning is not my forte.Even when I return home, it feels empty.Dinner,sleep repeat.Again and again.This has recently gotten even worse.Lack of sleep is taking it's toll.Even my boss noticed and suggested I got a day off.Honestly , it makes me feel a little useless.I've tried taking warm baths , having a lavender scent in my room , nothing really helped so far.
