I made a huge ass mistake.
Recently I broke up with the guy that I love with all of my cold, black heart and I regret it so much.
I have no way to contact him anymore, and that was taking a huge toll on my mental health, so I had to end things. I have so, so many fucking regrets about that. I know he hates me, and I wish it was easier to do things like this. I really fucking miss him. So yeah.
Jason, if you're reading this, I'm sorry. If you ever wanna fall in love with someone again, I'll be around.
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